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VII.

<< I was a goodly stripling then; « At seventy years I so may say,

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That there were few, or boys or men,
Who, in my dawning time of day,

« Of vassal or of knight's degree,

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Could vie in vanities with me; «For I had strength, youth, gaiety, «A port, not like to this ye see,

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But smooth, as all is rugged now;

For time, and care, and war, have plough'd
My very soul from out my brow;

And thus I should be disavow'd

By all my kind and kin, could they
Compare my day and yesterday;

« This change was wrought, too, long ere age << Had ta'en my features for his page:

« With years, ye know, have not declined

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My strength, my courage, or my mind,

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Telling old tales beneath a tree,

« With starless skies my canopy.
« But let me on: Theresa's form-
« Methinks it glides before me now,
« Between me and yon chestnut's bough,
་ The memory is so quick and warm;
" And yet I find no words to tell
«The shape of her I loved so well:
«She had the Asiatic eye,

« Such as our Turkish neighbourhood
« Hath mingled with our Polish blood,
<< Dark as above us is the sky;

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But through it stole a tender light, « Like the first moonrise at midnight; Large, dark, and swimming in the stream, Which seem'd to melt to its own beam; « All love, half languor, and half fire, «Like saints that at the stake expire, "And lift their raptured looks on high, As though it were a joy to die.

" A brow like a midsummer lake,

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Transparent with the sun therein,

« When waves no murmur dare to make,
«And heaven beholds her face within.
"A cheek and lip-but why proceed?
« I loved her then-I love her still;
<«< And such as I am, love indeed
« In fierce extremes-in good and ill.
"But still we love even in our rage,
« And haunted to our very age
"With the vain shadow of the
«As is Mazeppa to the last.

VIII.

past,

« We met-we gazed-I saw, and sigh'd,
<< She did not speak, and yet replied;
« There are ten thousand tones and signs
« We hear and see, but none defines-
« Involuntary sparks of thought,

Which strike from out the heart o'erwrought, «And form a strange intelligence,

« Alike mysterious and intense,

Which link the burning chain that binds, « Without their will, young hearts and minds; Conveying, as the electric wire,

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« We know not how, the absorbing fire.

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I saw, and sigh'd—in silence wept, «And still reluctant distance kept,

« Until I was made known to her,
« And we might then and there confer
« Without suspicion-then, even then,
"I long'd, and was resolved to speak;
"But on my lips they died again,
«The accents tremulous and weak,
« Until one hour.-There is a game,
« A frivolous and foolish play,

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Wherewith we while the day;

away

"It is—I have forgot the name

« And we to this, it seems, were set,

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By some strange chance, which I forget:

<< I reck'd not if I won or lost,

« It was enough for me to be

<< So near to hear, and oh! to see
« The being whom I loved the most.-

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I watch'd her as a sentinel,

(May ours this dark night watch as well!) « Until I saw, and thus it was,

« That she was pensive, nor perceived

« Her occupation, nor was grieved

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Nor glad to lose or gain; but still

Play'd on for hours, as if her will

«Yet bound her to the place, though not

<< That hers might be the winning lot.

« Then through my brain the thought did pass « Even as a flash of lightning there,

« That there was something in her air « Which would not doom me to despair; << And on the thought my words broke forth, « All incoherent as they were

« Their cloquence was little worth,

But yet she listen'd-'tis enough« Who listens once will listen twice; « Her heart, be sure, is not of ice,

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"I loved, and was beloved again-
« They tell me, Sire, you never knew
« Those gentle frailties; if 'tis true,

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I shorten all my joy or pain,

« To you 'twould seem absurd as vain ;
« But all men are not born to reign,
« Or o'er their passions, or, as you,
« Thus o'er themselves and nations too.

I am—or rather was—a prince,

« A chief of thousands, and could lead

« Them on where each would foremost bleed;

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« But could not o'er myself evince

<< The like control-But to resume: I loved, and was beloved again; << In sooth, it is a happy doom,

« But yet where happiest ends in pain.— « We met in secret, and the hour

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Which led me to that lady's bower
Was fiery expectation's dower.

My days and nights were nothing-all
Except that hour, which doth recall
"In the long lapse from youth to age
« No other like itself—l'd give
"The Ukraine back again to live
» It o'er once more-and be a page,
<< The happy page, who was the lord
« Of one soft heart, and his own sword,

And had no other gem nor wealth << Save nature's gift of youth and health. "We met in secret-doubly sweet,

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Some say, they find it so to meet;

I know not that-I would have given

My life but to have call'd her mine «In the full view of earth and heaven; « For I did oft and long repine

<< That we could only meet by stealth.

X.

«For lovers there are many eyes,
«And such there were on us; -the devil
"On such occasions should be civil-
« The devil!-I'm loth to do him wrong,
It might be some untoward saint,
"Who would not be at rest too long,
«But to his pious bile gave vent-
«But one fair night, some lurking spies

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Surprised and seized us both.

<< The Count was something more than wroth"I was unarm'd; but if in steel,

« All cap-a-pie from head to heel,

« What 'gainst their numbers could I do?—

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My moments seem'd reduced to few;

«And with one prayer to Mary Mother,

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