Who have put off their mortal spoils-ah no! She lives another's wishes to complete,--
Joy be their lot, and happiness,' he cried,'His lot and hers, as misery is mine!'
"Such was that strong concussion; but the man Who trembled, trunk and limbs, like some huge oak By a fierce tempest shaken, soon resumed The steadfast quiet natural to a mind
Of composition gentle and sedate,
And, in its movements, circumspect and slow. Of rustic parents bred, he had been trained (So prompted their aspiring wish) to skill In numbers, and the sedentary art
Of penmanship,-with pride professed, and taught By his endeavours in the mountain dales. Now, those sad tidings weighing on his heart, To books, and papers, and the studious desk, He stoutly re-addressed himself-resolved To quell his pain, and enter on the path Of old pursuits with keener appetite And closer industry. Of what ensued Within his soul no outward sign appeared,
Till a betraying sickliness was seen
To tinge his cheek; and through his frame it crepu With slow mutation unconcealable;
Such universal change as autumn makes In the fair body of a leafy grove
Discoloured, then divested. 'Tis affirmed By poets skilled in Nature's secret ways That Love would not submit to be controlled By mastery: and the good man lacked not friends Who strove t' instil this truth into his mind, A mind in all heart-mysteries unversed.
'Go to the hills,' said one, remit a while
This baneful diligence: at early morn
Court the fresh air, explore the heaths and woods;
And, leaving it to others to foretell,
By calculations sage, the ebb and flow
Of tides, and when the moon will be eclipsed,
Do you, for your own benefit, construct
A calendar of flowers, plucked as they blow
Where health abides, and cheerfulness and peace.' Th' attempt was made; 'tis needless to report How hopelessly; but innocence is strong, And an entire simplicity of mind
A thing most sacred in the eye of Heaven, That opens, for such sufferers, relief
Within their souls, a fount of grace divine;
And doth commend their weakness and disease To Nature's care, assisted in her office By all the elements that round her wait To generate, to preserve, and to restore; And by her beautiful array of forms Shedding sweet influence from above, or pure
Delight exhaling from the ground they tread." Impute it not t' impatience, if," exclaimed The Wanderer, "I infer that he was healed By perseverance in the course prescribed."
"You do not err: the powers, which had been lost By slow degrees, were gradually regained; The fluttering nerves composed; the beating heart In rest established; and the jarring thoughts To harmony restored. But yon dark mould Will cover him; in height of strength-to earth Hastily smitten, by a fever's force;
Yet not with stroke so sudden as refused Time to look back with tenderness on her Whom he had loved in passion, and to send Some farewell words; and, with those words, a prayer That, from his dying hand, she would accept Of his possessions, that which most he prized, A book, upon the surface of whose leaves Some chosen plants, disposed with nicest care, In undecaying beauty were preserved. Mute register, to him, of time and place, And various fluctuations in the breast; To her, a monument of faithful love Conquered, and in tranquillity retained.
"Close to his destined habitation, lies One whose endeavours did at length achieve A victory less worthy of regard,
Though marvellous in its kind. A place exists High in these mountains, that allured a band Of keen adventurers to unite their pains, In search of treasure there by nature formed, And there concealed: but they who tried were foiled, And all desisted, all, save him alone;
Who taking counsel of his own clear thoughts, And trusting only to his own weak hands, Urged unremittingly the stubborn work, Unseconded, uncountenanced; then, as time Passed on, while still his lonely efforts found No recompense, derided; and at length, By many pitied, as insane of mind; By others dreaded as the luckless thrall Of subterranean spirits, feeding hope By various mockery of sight and sound; Hope, after hope, encouraged and destroyed. -But when the lord of seasons had matured The fruits of earth through space of twice ten years, The mountain's entrails offered to the view Of the old man, and to his trembling grasp, His bright, his long-deferred, his dear reward. Not with more transport did Columbus greet A world, his rich discovery! But our swain, A very hero till his point was gained, Proved all unable to support the weight
Of prosperous fortune. On the fields he looked With an unsettled liberty of thought,
Of schemes and wishes; in the daylight walked Giddy and restless: ever and anon
Quaffed in his gratitude immoderate cups; And truly might be said to die of joy! He vanished; but conspicuous to this day The path remains that linked his cottage-door To the mine's mouth; a long and slanting track, Upon the rugged mountain's stony side, Worn by his daily visits to and from The darksome centre of a constant hope. This vestige, neither force of beating rain, Nor the vicissitudes of frost and thaw, Shall cause to fade, till ages pass away; And it is named, in memory of the event, The Path of Perseverance.'
Man has his strength," exclaimed the Wanderer, "oh! Do thou direct it! To the virtuous grant
The penetrative eye which can perceive
In this blind world the guiding vein of hope,
That, like this labourer, such may dig their way,
Unshaken, unseduced, unterrined ;'
Grant to the wise his firmness of resolve!"
"That prayer were not superfluous," said the Priest, "Amid the noblest relics, proudest dust,
That Westminster, for Britain's glory, holds
Within the bosom of her awful pile,
Ambitiously collected. Yet the sigh,
Which wafts that prayer to heaven, is due to all, Wherever laid, who living fell below
Their virtue's humbler mark; a sigh of pain If to the opposite extreme they sank. How would you pity her who yonder rests; Him, further off; the pair, who here are laid; But, above all, that mixture of earth's mould Whom sight of this green hillock to my mind Recalls! He lived not till his locks were nipped By seasonable frost of age; nor died Before his temples, prematurely forced To mix the manly brown with silver grey, Gave obvious instance of the sad effect
Produced, when thoughtless folly hath usurped The natural crown which sage experience wears. Gay, volatile, ingenious, quick to learn, And prompt to exhibit all that he possessed Or could perform; a zealous actor, hired Into the troop of mirth, a soldier-sworn Into the lists of giddy enterprise- Such was he; yet, as if within his frame Two several souls alternately had lodged, Two sets of manners could the youth put on ;
And, fraught with antics as the Indian bird That writhes and chatters in her wiry cage, Was graceful, when it pleased him, smooth and still As the mute swan that floats adown the stream, Or, on the waters of the unruffled lake, Anchors her placid beauty. Not a leaf, That flutters on the bough, more light than he; And not a flower, that droops in the green shade, More winningly reserved! If ye inquire How such consummate elegance was bred Amid these wilds; a composition framed Of qualities so adverse-to diffuse, Where'er he moved, diversified delight; A simple answer may suffice, even this,- 'Twas Nature's will; who sometimes undertakes, For the reproof of human vanity,
Art to outstrip in her peculiar walk. Hence, for this favourite-lavishly endowed With personal gifts, and bright instinctive wit, While both, embellishing each other, stood Yet further recommended by the charm Of fine demeanour, and by dance and song, And skill in letters, every fancy shaped Fair expectations; nor, when to the world's Capacious field forth went the adventurer, there Were he and his attainments overlooked, Or scantily rewarded; but all hopes, Cherished for him, he suffered to depart, Like blighted buds; or clouds that mimicked land Before the sailor's eye; or diamond drops That sparkling decked the morning grass; or aught That was attractive-and hath ceased to be! -Yet when this prodigal returned, the rites Of joyful greeting were on him bestowed, Who, by humiliation undeterred,
Sought for his weariness a place of rest
Within his father's gates. Whence came he?— clothed
In tattered garb, from hovels where abides Necessity, the stationary host
Of vagrant poverty; from rifted barns,
Where no one dwells but the wide-staring owl And the owl's prey; none permanently house, But many harbour; from these haunts, to which He had descended from the proud saloon, He came, the ghost of beauty and of health, The wreck of gaiety! But soon revived In strength, in power refitted, he renewed His suit to fortune; and she smiled again Upon a fickle ingrate. Thrice he rose, Thrice sank as willingly. For he, whose nerves Were used to thrill with pleasure, while his voice Softly accompanied the tuneful harp, By the nice finger of fair ladies touched, In glittering halls, was able to derive
Not less enjoyment from an abject choice. Who happier for the moment? who more blithe Than this fallen spirit? in those dreary holds His talents lending to exalt the freaks Of merry-making beggars,-now, provoked To laughter multiplied in louder peals By his malicious wit; then, all enchained With mute astonishment, themselves to see In their own arts outdone, their fame eclipsed, As by the very presence of the fiend Who dictates and inspires illusive feats, For knavish purposes! The city, too (With shame I speak it), to her guilty bowers Allured him, sunk so low in self-respect As there to linger, there to eat his bread, Hired minstrel of voluptuous blandishment; Charming the air with skill of hand or voice, Listen who would, be wrought upon who might, Sincerely wretched hearts, or falsely gay. Truths I record to many known, for such The not unfrequent tenor of his boast, In ears that relished the report; but all Was from his parents happily concealed; Who saw enough for blame and pitying love. They also were permitted to receive
His last, repentant breath; and closed his eyes, No more to open on that irksome world Where he had long existed in the state
Of a young fowl beneath one mother hatched, Though from another sprung of different kind, Where he had lived, and could not cease to live, Distracted in propensity; content
With neither element of good or ill, And yet in both rejoicing; man unblest;
Of contradictions infinite the slave,
Till his deliverance, when mercy made him
One with himself, and one with those who sleep."
""Tis strange," observed the Solitary, "strange It seems, and scarcely less than pitiful, That in a land where charity provides For all who can no longer feed themselves,
A man like this should choose to bring his shame To the parental door; and with his sighs Infect the air which he had freely breathed In happy infancy. He could not pine, Whene'er rejected, howsoe'er forlorn,
Through lack of converse; no, he must have found Abundant exercise for thought and speech In his dividual being, self-reviewed, Self-catechised, self-punished. Some there are Who, drawing near their final home, and much And daily longing that the same were reached, Would rather shun than seek the fellowship Of kindred mould. Such haply here are laid!"
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