XI. THE CHANGE. AH! woe is me! how have I fallen from My height-my heaven of heavens-my Eden fair, To trail the dust like any other worm ! Where are my wings that erst outsoared the storm, Or with me float upon their silvery spars I lie, adrift adown the dreary dark, Where dawns no beacon-star to guide my helmless bark. XII. THE RIVER OF THE PAST. I'M roving up the river of the past, Where thou and I, Adhémar, hand in hand Cheek pressed to cheek, whilom, were wont to stand, Watching the golden moments as they passed; Or, speechless, gaze into each other's eyes Until our souls arose in those expanses, And stood up, face to face, exchanging glances A passport through the gates of Eden won, That lifted it above the thought of sin And the full sanction of both heaven and earth did win. XIII. THE PARTING. 'Tis just one year ago, beloved, to-day, Since, my pale hand between thy hands compressed, And bade the flood-gates of my heart give way, As if an adder pierced me with its fang, And dashed the roseate fount of life with bane Mine eyes were open, yet I could not see I breathed, yet I was dead-all things were dead to me. XIV. LOVE WITHOUT A PARALLEL. My love for thee had not a parallel The dusky Queen of Egypt had ignored The burning Lesbian, in her island dell, Had never strung her lyre to such a height, And lain all shattered, shivering, like her heart. XV. ADIEU. ADIEU-adieu! In silent tears we parted Oh for the love that was for death too strong Oh! for the sweet-charmed hours that sped too soon, When thou didst steal from Beauty's laughing throng, To meet me by the soft consenting moon, Inclasp my hand in tremulous delight, And bend on me thine eyes angelically bright. |