LXXIV. Then there were sighs, the deeper for suppression, And stolen glances, sweeter for the theft, And burning blushes, though for no transgression, Tremblings when met, and restlessness when left; All these are little preludes to possession, Of which young passion cannot be bereft, And merely tend to show how greatly love is Embarrass'd at first starting with a novice, LXXV. Poor Julia's heart was in an awkward state; She felt it going, and resolved to make The noblest efforts for herself and mate, For honour's, pride's, religion's, virtue's sake; Her resolutions were most truly great, And almost might have made a Tarquin quake; She pray'd the Virgin Mary for her grace, As being the best judge of a lady's case. LXXVI. She vow'd she never would see Juan more, And look'd extremely at the opening door, "Tis surely Juan now-No! I'm afraid LXXVII. She now determined that a virtuous woman LXXVIII. And even if by chance-and who can tell? And, if still free, that such or such a lover Might please perhaps, a virtuous wife can quell Such thoughts, and be the better when they're over; And if the man should ask, 'tis but denial: I recommend young ladies to make trial. LXXIX. And then there are such things as love divine, And matrons, who would be no less secure, Thus Julia said—and thought so, to be sure, And so I'd have her think, were I the man On whom her reveries celestial ran. LXXX. Such love is innocent, and may exist Between young persons without any danger, A hand may first, and then a lip be kist; For my part, to such doings I'm a stranger, But hear these freedoms form the utmost list Of all o'er which such love may be a ranger: If people go beyond, 'tis quite a crime, But not my fault-I tell them all in time. LXXXI. Love, then, but love within its proper limits, Etherial lustre, with what sweet persuasion He might be taught, by love and her together— I really don't know what, nor Julia either. LXXXII. Fraught with this fine intention, and well fenced In mail of proof-her purity of soul, She, for the future of her strength convinced, LXXXIII. Her plan she deem'd both innocent and feasible, Not scandal's fangs could fix on much that's seizable, Nothing but what was good, her breast was peaceable— A quiet conscience makes one so serene! Christians have burnt each other, quite persuaded That all the Apostles would have done as they did. |