Track leading into track, how mark'd, how worn Into bright verdure, between fern and gorse Winding away its never-ending line
On their smooth surface, evidence was none: But, there, lay open to our daily haunt, A range of unappropriated earth,
Where youth's ambitious feet might move at large; Whence, unmolested wanderers, we beheld The shining giver of the day diffuse His brightness o'er a tract of sea and land Gay as our spirits, free as our desires,
As our enjoyments, boundless. From those heights We dropp'd, at pleasure, into sylvan combs; Where arbours of impenetrable shade, And mossy seats, detain'd us side by side, With hearts at ease, and knowledge in our hearts That all the grove and all the day was ours.' "But nature call'd my partner to resign Her share in the pure freedom of that life, Enjoy'd by us in common. To my hope, To my heart's wish, my tender mate became The thankful captive of maternal bonds; And those wild paths were left to me alone. There could I meditate on follies past; And, like a weary voyager escaped From risk and hardship, inwardly retrace A course of vain delights and thoughtless guilt, And self-indulgence-without shame pursued. There, undisturb'd, could think of, and could thank Her-whose submissive spirit was to me Rule and restraint-my guardian-shall I say That earthly providence, whose guiding love Within a port of rest had lodged me safe; Safe from temptation, and from danger far? Strains follow'd of acknowledgment address'd To an Authority enthroned above
On these two pillars rested as in air Our solitude.
"It soothes me to perceive,
Your courtesy withholds not from my words Attentive audience. But, O! gentle friends, As times of quiet and unbroken peace, Though, for a nation, times of blessedness, Give back faint echoes from the historian's page! So, in th' imperfect sounds of this discourse, Depress'd I hear, how faithless is the voice Which those most blissful days reverberate. What special record can, or need, be given To rules and habits, whereby much was done, But all within the sphere of little things, Of humble, though, to us, important cares, And precious interests? Smoothly did our life Advance, not swerving from the path prescribed: Her annual, her diurnal round alike Maintain'd with faithful care. And you divine The worst effects that our condition saw If you imagine changes slowly wrought, And in their progress imperceptible; Not wish'd for, sometimes noticed with a sigh, (Whate'er of good or lovely they might bring,) Sighs of regret, for the familiar good, And loveliness endear'd-which they removed. "Seven years of occupation undisturb'd Establish'd seemingly a right to hold That happiness: and use and habit gave To what an alien spirit had acquired A patrimonial sanctity. And thus,
With thoughts and wishes bounded to this world, I lived and breathed; most grateful, if t' enjoy Without repining or desire for more,
For different lot, or change to higher sphere (Only except some impulses of pride
The reach of sight: from whom, as from their With no determined object, though upheld
Proceed all visible ministers of good
That walk the earth-Father of heaven and earth, Father, and King, and Judge, adored and fear'd! These acts of mind, and memory, and heart, And spirit-interrupted and relieved By observations transient as the glance Of flying sunbeams, or to the outward form Cleaving with power inherent and intense, As the mute insect fix'd upon the plant
By theories with suitable support) Most grateful, if in such wise to enjoy Be proof of gratitude for what we have; Else, I allow, most thankless. But, at once, From some dark seat of fatal power was urged A claim that shatter'd all. Our blooming girl, Caught in the gripe of death, with such grief time To struggle in as scarcely would allow Her cheek to change its colour, was convey'd From us to regions inaccessible;
On whose soft leaves it hangs, and from whose Where height or depth, admits not the approach
Draws imperceptibly its nourishment
Endear'd my wanderings; and the mother's kiss And infant's smile awaited my return.
"In privacy we dwelt-a wedded pair- Companions daily, often all day long: Not placed by fortune within easy reach Of various intercourse, nor wishing aught Beyond the allowance of our own fireside, The twain within our happy cottage born, Inmates, and heirs of our united love; Graced mutually by difference of sex, By the endearing names of nature bound, And with no wider interval of time
Between their several births than served for one To establish something of a leader's sway; Yet left them join'd by sympathy in age; Equals in pleasure, fellows in pursuit.
Of living man, though longing to pursue. With e'en as brief a warning-and how soon, With what short interval of time between,
I tremble yet to think of our last prop, Our happy life's only remaining stay- The brother follow'd; and was seen no more! "Calm as a frozen lake when ruthless winds Blow fiercely, agitating earth and sky, The mother now remain'd; as if in her, Who to the lowest region of the soul, Had been erewhile unsettled and disturb'd, This second visitation had no power To shake; but only to bind up and seal; And to establish thankfulness of heart In Heaven's determinations, ever just. The eminence on which her spirit stood, Mine was unable to attain. Immense The space that sever'd us! But, as the sight
Communicates with heaven's ethereal orbs Incalculably distant; so, I felt
That consolation may descend from far (And that is intercourse and union, too,) While, overcome with speechless gratitude, And with a holier love inspired, I look'd On her at once superior to my woes And partner of my loss. O heavy change! Dimness o'er this clear luminary crept Insensibly; th' immortal and divine Yielded to mortal reflux; her pure glory, As from the pinnacle of worldly state Wretched ambition drops astounded, fell Into a gulf obscure of silent grief,
And keen heart anguish-of itself ashamed, Yet obstinately cherishing itself; And, so consumed, she melted from my arms, And left me, on this earth, disconsolate.
"What follow'd cannot be review'd in thought; Much less, retraced in words. If she, of life Blameless, so intimate with love and joy And all the tender motions of the soul,
Had been supplanted, could I hope to stand- Infirm, dependent, and now destitute?
I call'd on dreams and visions, to disclose
My melancholy voice the chorus join'd; Be joyful all ye nations, in all lands, Ye that are capable of joy be glad! Henceforth, whate'er is wanting to yourselves In others ye shall promptly find; and all Enrich'd by mutual and reflected wealth, Shall with one heart honour their common kind.' "Thus was I reconverted to the world; Society became my glittering bride, And airy hopes my children. From the depths Of natural passion, seemingly escaped, My soul diffused herself in wide embrace Of institutions, and the forms of things; As they exist in mutable array,
Upon life's surface. What, though in my veins There flow'd no Gallic blood, nor had I breathed The air of France, not less than Gallic zeal Kindled and burnt among the sapless twigs Of my exhausted heart. If busy men In sober conclave met, to weave a web Of amity, whose living threads should stretch Beyond the seas, and to the farthest pole, There did I sit, assisting. If, with noise And acclamations, crowds in open air Express'd the tumult of their minds, my voice The powers of song
That which is veil'd from waking thought; con- There mingled, heard or not.
Eternity, as men constrain a ghost
appear and answer; to the grave I spake Imploringly; look'd up, and ask'd the heavens If angels traversed their cerulean floors,
If fix'd or wandering star could tidings yield Of the departed spirit-what abode It occupies-what consciousness retains
Of former loves and interests. Then my soul Turn'd inward, to examine of what stuff Time's fetters are composed; and life was put To inquisition, long and profitless!
I left not uninvoked; and, in still groves, Where mild enthusiasts tuned a pensive lay Of thanks and expectation, in accord With their belief, I sang saturnian rule Return'd, a progeny of golden years Permitted to descend, and bless mankind. With promises the Hebrew Scriptures teem: I felt the invitation; and resumed A long suspended office in the house
Of public worship, where, the glowing phrase Of ancient inspiration serving me,
I promised also,-with undaunted trust
The admiration winning of the crowd; The help desiring of the pure devout.
By pain of heart, now check'd, and now impell'd-Foretold, and added prayer to prophecy; Th' intellectual power, through words and things, Went sounding on, a dim and perilous way! And from those transports, and these toils abstruse, Some trace am I enabled to retain Of time, else lost; existing unto me
Only by records in myself not found.
"Scorn and contempt forbid me to proceed! But history, time's slavish scribe, will tell How rapidly the zealots of the cause Disbanded, or in hostile ranks appear'd:
"From that abstraction I was roused, and how? Some, tired of honest service; these, outdone,
E'en as a thoughtful shepherd by a flash Of lightning startled in a gloomy cave
Of these wild hills. For, lo! the dread Bastile, With all the chambers in its horrid towers, Fell to the ground: by violence o'erthrown Of indignation; and with shouts that drown'd The crash it made in falling! From the wreck A golden palace rose, or seem'd to rise Th' appointed seat of equitable law, And mild, paternal sway. The potent shock I felt the transformation I perceived, As marvellously seized as in that moment When from the blind mist issuing, I beheld Glory-beyond all glory ever seen, Confusion infinite of heaven and earth, Dazzling the soul. Meanwhile, prophetic harps In every grove were ringing. War shall cease; Did ye not hear that conquest is abjured?
Disgusted, therefore, or appall'd, by aims
Of fiercer zealots; so confusion reign'd,
And the more faithful were compell'd t' exclaim, As Brutus did to virtue, Liberty,
I worshipp'd thee, and find thee but a shade!' "Such recantation had for me no charm, Nor would I bend to it; who should have grieved At aught, however fair, that bore the mien Of a conclusion, or catastrophe. Why then conceal, that, when the simply good In timid selfishness withdrew, I sought Otner support, not scrupulous whence it came And, by what compromise it stood, not nice? Enough if notions seem'd to be high pitch'd, And qualities determined. Among men So character'd did I maintain a strife Hopeless, and still more hopeless every hour; But, in the process, I began to feel
Bring garlands, bring forth choicest flowers, to deck That, if th' emancipation of the world
The tree of liberty.' My heart rebounded;
Were miss'd, I should at least secure my own,
And be in part compensated. For rights, Widely-inveterately usurp'd upon,
I spake with vehemence; and promptly seized Whate'er abstraction furnish'd for my needs Of purposes; nor scrupled to proclaim, And propagate, by liberty of life,
Those new persuasions. Not that I rejoiced, Or e'en found pleasure, in such vagrant course, For its own sake; but farthest from the walk Which I had trod in happiness and peace, Was most inviting to a troubled mind; That, in a struggling and distemper'd world, Saw a seductive image of herself.
Yet, mark the contradictions of which man Is still the sport! Here nature was my guide, The nature of the dissolute; but thee, O fostering nature! I rejected-smiled At others' tears in pity: and in scorn
At those, which thy soft influence sometimes drew From my unguarded heart. The tranquil shores Of Britain circumscribed me; else, perhaps, might have been entangled among deeds, Which, now, as infamous, I should abhor- Despise, as senseless: for my spirit relish'd Strangely the exasperation of that land, Which turn'd an angry beak against the down Of her own breast; confounded into hope Of disencumbering thus her fretful wings. But all was quieted by iron bonds Of military sway. The shifting aims, The moral interests, the creative might, The varied functions and high attributes Of civil action, yielded to a power Formal, and odious, and contemptible. In Britain, ruled a panic dread of change; The weak were praised, rewarded, and advanced; And, from the impulse of a just disdain, Once more did I retire into myself. There feeling no contentment, I resolved To fly, for safeguard, to some foreign shore, Remote from Europe; from her blasted hopes; Her fields of carnage, and polluted air.
Known and familiar, which the vaulted sky Did, in the placid clearness of the night, Disclose, had accusations to prefer Against my peace. Within the cabin stood That volume-as a compass for the soul- Revered among the nations. I implored Its guidance; but the infallible support Of faith was wanting. Tell me, why refused To one by storms annoy'd and adverse winds; Perplex'd with currents; of his weakness sick; Of vain endeavours tired; and by his own, And by his nature's, ignorance, dismay'd! "Long-wish'd for sight, the western world ap- pear'd;
And, when the ship was moor'd, I leapt ashore Indignantly-resolved to be a man,
Who, having o'er the past no power, would live No longer in subjection to the past, With abject mind-from a tyrannic lord Inviting penance, fruitlessly endured. So, like a fugitive, whose feet have clear'd Some boundary, which his followers may not cross In prosecution of their deadly chase, Respiring I look'd round. How bright the sun, How promising the breeze! Can aught produced In the old world compare, thought I, for power And majesty with this gigantic stream, Sprung from the desert? And behold a city Fresh, youthful, and aspiring! What are these To me, or I to them? As much at least
As he desires that they should be, whom winds And waves have wafted to this distant shore, In the condition of a damaged seed,
Whose fibres cannot, if they would, take root. Here may I roam at large; my business is, Roaming at large, to observe, and not to feel; And, therefore, not to act-convinced that all Which bears the name of action, howsoe'er Beginning, ends in servitude-still painful, And mostly profitless. And, sooth to say, On nearer view, a motley spectacle Appear'd, of high pretensions-unreproved
"Fresh blew the wind, when o'er the Atlantic But by the obstreperous voice of higher still;
The ship went gliding with her thoughtless crew; And who among them but an exile, freed From discontent, indifferent, pleased to sit Among the busily employ'd, not more With obligation charged, with service tax'd, Than the loose pendant-to the idle wind Upon the tall mast streaming: but, ye powers Of soul and sense-mysteriously allied, O, never let the wretched, if a choice Be left him, trust the freight of his distress To a long voyage on the silent deep! For, like a plague, will memory break out; And, in the blank and solitude of things, Upon his spirit, with a fever's strength, Will conscience prey. Feebly must they have felt Who, in old time, attired with snakes and whips The vengeful furies. Beautiful regards Were turn'd on me-the face of her I loved; The wife and mother, pitifully fixing Tender reproaches, insupportable! Where now that boasted liberty? No welcome From unknown objects I received; and those,
Big passions strutting on a petty stage; Which a detach'd spectator may regard Not unamused. But ridicule demands Quick change of objects; and, to laugh alone, At a composing distance from the haunts Of strife and folly, though it be a treat As choice as musing leisure can bestow; Yet, in the very centre of the crowd, To keep the secret of a poignant scorn, Howe'er to airy demon's suitable, Of all unsocial courses, is least fit For the gross spirit of mankind,-the one That soonest fails to please, and quickliest turns Into vexation. Let us, then, I said, Leave this unknit republic to the scourge Of her own passions; and to regions haste, Whose shades have never felt th' encroaching axe, Or soil endured a transfer in the mart Of dire rapacity. There, man abides, Primeval nature's child. A creature weak In combination, (wherefore else driven back So far, and of his old inheritance So easily deprived ?) but, for that cause,
More dignified, and stronger in himself; Whether to act, judge, suffer, or enjoy. True, the intelligence of social art Hath overpower'd his forefathers, and soon Will sweep the remnant of his line away; But contemplations, worthier, nobler far Than her destructive energies, attend His independence, when along the side Of Mississippi, or that northern stream* That spreads into successive seas, he walks ; Pleased to perceive his own unshackled life, And his innate capacities of soul,
There imaged: or, when having gain'd the top Of some commanding eminence, which yet Intruder ne'er beheld, he thence surveys Regions of wood and wide Savannah, vast Expanse of unappropriated earth,
With mind that sheds a light on what he sees; Free as the sun, and lonely as the sun, Pouring above his head its radiance down Upon a living, and rejoicing world!
"So, westward, toward th' unviolated woods I bent my way; and, roaming far and wide, Fail'd not to greet the merry mocking-bird; And, while the melancholy muccawiss (The sportive bird's companion in the grove) Repeated, o'er and o'er, his plaintive cry, I sympathized at leisure with the sound; But that pure archetype of human greatness, I found him not. There, in his stead, appear'd A creature, squalid, vengeful, and impure; Remorseless, and submissive to no law But superstitious fear, and abject sloth. Enough is told! Here am I. Ye have heard What evidence I seek, and vainly seck; What from my fellow beings I require, And cannot find; what I myself have lost, Nor can regain. How languidly I look
*“A man is supposed to improve by going out into the world, by visiting London. Artificial man does; he extends with his sphere; but, alas! that sphere is microscopic: it is formed of minutia, and he surrenders his genuine vision to the artist, in order to embrace it in his ken. His bodily senses grow acute, even to barren and inhuman pruriency; while his mental become proportionally obtuse. The reverse is the man of mind: He who is placed in the sphere of nature and of God, might be a mock at Tattersall's and Brookes's, and a sneer at St. James's: he would certainly be swallowed alive by the first Pizarro that crossed him:-But when he walks along the river of Amazons; when he rests his eye on the unrivalled Andes; when he measures the long and watered Savannah; or contemplates, from a sudden promontory, the distant, vast Pacific-and feels himself a freeman in this vast theatre, and commanding each ready produced fruit of this wilderness, and each progeny of this stream-His exultation is not less than imperial. He is as gentle, too, as he is great. His emotions of tenderness keep pace with his elevation of sentiment; for he says, 'These were made by a good Being, who, unsought by me, placed me here to enjoy them.' He becomes at once a child and a king. His mind is in himself: from hence he argues, and from hence he acts, and he argues unerringly, and acts magisterially: His mind in himself is also in his God; and therefore he loves, and therefore he soars."-From the Notes upon the Hurricane, a poem, by William Gilbert.
The reader, I am sure, will thank me for the above quotation, which, though from a strange book, is one of the finest passages of modern English prose.
Upon this visible fabric of the world, May be divined-perhaps it hath been said But spare your pity, if there be in me Aught that deserves respect: for I exist- Within myself-not comfortless. The tenor Which my life holds, he readily may conceive Whoe'er hath stood to watch a mountain brook In some still passage of its course, and seen, Within the depths of its capacious breast, Inverted trees, and rocks, and azure sky; And, on its glassy surface, specks of foam, And conglobated bubbles undissolved, Numerous as stars; that, by their onward lapse, Betray to sight the motion of the stream, Else imperceptible; meanwhile, is heard A soften'd roar, a murmur; and the sound Though soothing, and the little floating isles Though beautiful, are both by nature charged With the same pensive office; and make known Through what perplexing labyrinths, abrupt Precipitations, and untoward straits,
The earth-born wanderer hath pass'd; and quickly, That respite o'er, like traverses and toils Must be again encounter'd. Such a stream Is human life; and so the spirit fares In the best quiet to its course allow'd; And such is mine,-save only for a hope That my particular current soon will reach The unfathomable gulf, where all is still!
State of feeling produced by the foregoing narrative. A belief in a superintending Providence the only adequate support under affliction. Wanderer's ejaculation. Account of his own devotional feelings in youth involved. Acknowledges the difficulty of a lively faith. Hence immoderate sorrow. Doubt or despondence not therefore to be inferred. Consolation to the solitary. Exhortations. How received. Wanderer applies his discourse to that other cause of dejection in the solitary's mind. Disappointment from the French revolution. States grounds of hope. Insists on the necessity of patience and fortitude with respect to the course of great revolutions. Knowledge the source of tranquillity. Rural solitude favourable to knowledge of the inferior creatures Study of their habits and ways recommended. Exhortation to bodily exertion and communion with nature. Morbid solitude pitiable. Superstition better than apathy. Apathy and destitution unknown in the infancy of society. The various modes of religion prevented it. Illustrated in the Jewish, Persian, Babylonian, Chaldean, and Grecian modes of belief. Solitary interposes. Wanderer points out the influence of religious and imaginative feeling in the humble ranks of society. Illustrated from present and past times. These principles tend to recall exploded superstitions and popery. Wanderer rebuts this charge, and contrasts the dignities of the imagination with the presumptive littleness of certain modern philosophers. Recommends other lights and guides. Asserts the power of the soul to regenerate herself. Solitary asks how. Reply. Personal appeal. Happy that the imagination and the affections mitigate the evils of that intellectual slavery which the calculating understanding is apt to produce. Exhortation to activity of body renewed. How to commune with nature Wanderer concludes with a legitimate union
of the imagination, affections, understanding, and reason. Effect of his discourse. Evening. Return to the cottage.
HERE closed the tenant of that lonely vale His mournful narrative-commenced in pain, In pain commenced, and ended without peace: Yet temper'd, not unfrequently, with strains Of native feeling, grateful to our minds; And doubtless yielding some relief to his, While we sate listening with compassion due. Such pity yet surviving, with firm voice That did not falter though the heart was moved, The wanderer said-
"One adequate support For the calamities of mortal life Exists, one only; an assured belief That the procession of our fate, howe'er Sad or disturb'd, is order'd by a Being Of infinite benevolence and power; Whose everlasting purposes embrace All accidents, converting them to good. The darts of anguish fix not where the seat Of suffering hath been thoroughly fortified By acquiescence in the will supreme For time and for eternity; by faith, Faith absolute in God, including hope, And the defence that lies in boundless love Of his perfections; with habitual dread Of aught unworthily conceived, endured Impatiently; ill-done, or left undone, To the dishonour of his holy name.
Soul of our souls, and safeguard of the world Sustain, thou only canst, the sick of heart; Restore their languid spirits, and recall Their lost affections unto thee and thine!"
Then as we issued from that covert nook, He thus continued, lifting up his eyes To heaven," How beautiful this dome of sky, And the vast hills, in fluctuation fix'd At thy command, how awful! Shall the soul, Human and rational, report of thee
E'en less than these? Be mute who will, who can, Yet I will praise thee with impassion'd voice My lips, that may forget thee in the crowd, Cannot forget thee here; where thou hast built, For thy own glory, in the wilderness! Me didst thou constitute a priest of thine, In such a temple as we now behold Rear'd for thy presence; therefore, am I bound To worship, here, and everywhere, as one Not doom'd to ignorance, though forced to tread, From childhood up, the ways of poverty; From unreflecting ignorance preserved, And from debasement rescued. By thy grace The particle divine remain'd unquench'd; And, 'mid the wild weeds of a rugged soil, Thy bounty caused to flourish deathless flowers, From paradise transplanted; wintry age Impends; the frost will gather round my heart; And, if they wither, I am worse than dead! Come, labour, when the worn-out frame requires Perpetual Sabbath; come, disease and want; And sad exclusion through decay of sense; But leave me unabated trust in Thee, And let thy favour, to the end of life, nspire me with ability to seek
Repose and hope among eternal thingsFather of heaven and earth! and I am rich, And will possess my portion in content!
"And what are things eternal? Powers depart," The gray-hair'd wanderer steadfastly replied, Answering the question which himself had ask'd, "Possessions vanish, and opinions change, And passions hold a fluctuating seat: But, by the storms of circumstance unshaken, And subject neither to eclipse nor wane, Duty exists; immutably survive,
For our support, the measures and the forms, Which an abstract intelligence supplies; Whose kingdom is, where time and space are not, Of other converse which mind, soul, and heart, Do, with united urgency, require.
What more that may not perish? Thou, dread
Prime, self-existing cause and end of all,
That, in the scale of being fill their place, Above our human region, or below,
Set and sustain'd; Thou, who didst wrap the cloud Of infancy around us, that thyself,
Therein, with our simplicity a while Might'st hold, on earth, communion undisturb'd- Who from the anarchy of dreaming sleep,
Or from its deathlike void, with punctual care, And touch as gentle as the morning light, Restorest us daily to the powers of sense, And reason's steadfast rule,-Thou, thou alone Art everlasting, and the blessed spirits, Which thou includest, as the sea her waves: For adoration thou endurest; endure For consciousness the motions of thy will; For apprehension those transcendent truths Of the pure intellect, that stand as laws, (Submission constituting strength and power,) E'en to thy being's infinite majesty ! This universe shall pass away-a work Glorious! because the shadow of thy might, A step, or link, for intercourse with thee. Ah! if the time must come, in which my feet No more shall stray where meditation leads, By flowing stream, through wood, or craggy wild, Loved haunts like these, the unimprison'd mind May yet have scope to range among her own, Her thoughts, her images, her high desires. If the dear faculty of sight should fail, Still, it may be allow'd me to remember What visionary powers of eye and soul In youth were mine; when, station'd on the top Of some huge hill, expectant, I beheld The sun rise up, from distant climes return'd Darkness to chase, and sleep, and bring the day His bounteous gift! or saw him toward the deep Sink, with a retinue of flaming clouds Attended; then, my spirit was entranced With joy exalted to beatitude;
The measure of my soul was fill'd with bliss, And holiest love; as earth, sea, air, with light, With pomp, with glory, with magnificence!
"Those fervent raptures are for ever flown; And, since their date, my soul hath undergone Change manifold, for better or for worse; Yet cease I not to struggle, and aspire Heavenward; and chide the part of me that flags,
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