Well, I have lived to be boy and man, As I stop in my play to look at him- If the Nineteenth's youngsters are all like BY THE APPLE-TREE. It was not anger that changed him of late; Could guess the riddle-and so can I. The eager heart and the burning lips? Ah me! to falter before a girl MOTHER MICHAUD. It was early morn when Mother Michaud The narrow length of the iron grate. Still, far and faint in the twilight swoon, Where dark and dawning at struggle meet, By winding stairway and gable quaint-- Pleasant it was in the smoky town The rosy old country face to see! Whose shy lids never would let you know Ways that wind into woody dells, (Save for the lashes' wilful curl) The pansy-purple asleep below. Nothing to frighten a man away- And a mouth like a baby's, dewy-red. MARGUERITE. WHAT aileth pretty Marguerite? She smiles, with naught to make her glad. A thousand flitting fancies chase Corn fields red with the poppy's blood. The cherries might tap on the window-sill, But Mother Michaud had left behind Far over the darkling hills to find The face of her youngest son again. Nine long years had come and gone, Nine long years, since the April day And year after year the bright boy-face, Beckoned her out of the empty space, Till it drew her at last to follow him. Lonely and dark in the dawning spread Had echoed before to his passing feet! Out of the tumult, Mother Michaud ! Held high in the cart that rolls between. Of the mother who finds her son again. Finds him, to lose him at last-like this! Chained like a wolf, with those wolfish eyes! Dead, with never a mother's kiss, All her strength in that maddened cry. ears: Their wild eyes met-and the cart drove on. So Mother Michaud, after nine long years, Looked into the face of her youngest son. IN THE SEED. You have chosen coldly to cast away The love they tell you is faithless found. Pity or trust it is vain to pray Your heart they have hardened, your senses bound. You have broken the wreaths that clasped you round, The strength of the vine and the opening flower: Love, torn and trampled on stony ground, Is left to die in its blossom hour. Well, go your ways; but, wherever they lead, They cannot leave me wholly behind. From the flower, as it falls, there falls a seed Whose roots round the root of life shall wind. So sure as the soul in the flesh is shrined, So sure as the fire in the cloud is set, Be you ever so cold or ever so blind, You shall find and fathom and feel me yet. As the germ of a tree in the close dark earth Struggles for life in its breathless tomb, Quickening painfully into birth, Writhing its way up to light and room; As it spreads its growth till the great boughs loom A shade and a greenness wide and high, And the birds sing under the myriad bloom, And the top looks into the infinite sky; So shall it be with the love to-day Flung under your feet as a worthless thing. The hour and the spot I cannot say Where the seed, fate-sown, at last shall spring: Beyond, it may be, the narrow ring Of our little world in swarming space, After weary length of journeying, It shall drop from the wind to its destined place. But somewhere, I know, it shall reach its height! Sometimes it shall conquer this cruel wrong! The sun by day, and the moon by night, Shower and season, shall bear it along. You will sleep and wake while it waxes strong And green beside the appointed ways, Till, full of blossom and dew and song, You shall find it there after many days. Perchance it shall be amid long despair Of toiling over the desert sand; When your eyes are burned by the level glare, And the staff is fire to your bleeding hand. Then the waving of boughs in a silent land, And a wonder of green afar shall spread, And your feet as under a tent shall stand, With shadow and sweetness about your head. And my soul, like the unseen scent of the flower, Shall circle the heights and the depths of the tree: Nothing of all in that consummate hour That shall not come as a part of me! This world or that may my triumph seeBut love and life can never be twain, And time as a breath of the wind shall be, When we meet and grow together again! UNDER THE MOON. LIKE a lily-flower uplifted The perfect moon of May. She sees, on the green young ground, The fallen bloom of the cherry Drift over a double mound. With the child about their knees. Three empty seats by the fireside, Two graves 'neath the orchard bough The dead are at rest together; But where is the living now! Pale in the smoky circle That fain would shadow her noon, Over the lights of the city Trembles the large May moon. But blind to that searching splendor, He lies in a drunken slumber- O child of their love and prayer! A CHILDISH FANCY. OH mother! see how pale and wet The flowers on father's grave are lying! It must be watching you has set The little daisy-buds to crying! Poor child! and do you think the earth Sorrows because our hearts are aching? Look, then, with what a careless mirth That sunlight on his bed is breaking! Yes, but you called the great blue air God's home, to all His angels given; And so perhaps the sunbeam there Is father smiling up in heaven! SIXTEEN AND SIXTY. SING with me, laugh with me, sister Spring! I thrill as a leaf to the circling air: The blood in my veins is like sap in the vine: The wild bees follow my floating hair, Made sweet with buds for this lover of mine. Frame me in light for his eyes anew! Does the earth shrink under your gaze, I am fair as a flower; I am fresh as the dew: To stand, in the spring-tide's golden prime, She is less alive than the mossy mould That clings to the top of that buried stone. I never can be like that, I know, We have years on years of our youth's bright flower; And if ever my love must let him go, I shall drop and die in the self-same hour. Hark! he is coming! The faint winds sigh One may venture to trust the sun to-day: blaze. At last!-already the midst of May! So backward the springs are nowadays! What do I see by the terrace there, That dazzles so white on the slope of green? It is little Laura, with flowers in her hair? Ah yes to-day she is just sixteen. Poor silly baby! I understand What keeps you loitering there alone: Each bough in your path an outstretched hand, And every whisper a lover's tone. You fancy, perhaps, in your giddy youth, I can never have dreamed such dreams as you? Eh, child? I have had my May, forsooth! To think that the time has been when even And heaven itself was in two blue eyes! Only sixteen! Such a weary round Before she can find what the whole is worth! Her Garden of Eden common ground, And her idol himself but a lump of earth. Ah, well! like the rest she must live and learn. The flower of youth must wither and fall; The fire of love to its ashes burn; For me-thank Heaven! I have done with it all. AWAKENED. My heart was like a hidden lyre In silence that so long hath lain- Remembereth its own sweet strain: What hidden fires within it shine: Within the shadow sprung, alone, To fill the air with balm and bloom. Then take, and fashion to thy will, This heart and soul and life of mine! Shall not thine own free gifts fulfill Their utmost hope in seeking thine? I claim no harvest from a field My hands have tended not: the tone, The fragrance, and the light revealed By thee, belong to thee alone! SAWDUST. LAST night I happened, quite by chance It was a party so select, Conducted in the style approved, I really hardly could detect "Twas not the circle where I moved! A manikin I marked, whom all Seemed, as one doll, to hang about (Except a cynic by the wall, Whose grapes were sour enough, no doubt). And as I saw the eager smile Of such a very pretty ninny- And watched that other savage face, And still the question puzzles me, That I have seen it all before? While mine!-well, I bought it, weeds and all, this summer, of Parson West: He's great in the pulpit Sundays-but his farming's none of the best! Not that I mean to grumble, for I think myself lucky enough To get a piece of my own at last; what odds if it's ever so rough? But here, at my nooning, I catch a whiff of the clover now and then, Mixed with a laugh, and look over the wall, to see her there again, Talking with Bill. It's the queerest thingif girls were not always so !— What brings her so often, lately? It isn't for him, I know. And Bill, he takes it so easy!—while she, with a pretty art, Mixes her smiles and blushes in a way I've learned by heart, Looks up and down together, enough to bewilder a man, He pulls at that hard old cider, with barely a glance from the can! Well, well, I grudge the time to laugh till after my work is done; But only to see a fellow in clover-more ways than one Turn coolly round to feeding, like an ox let out from a stall, Careless of summer sight or sound, and something sweeter than all! You lump of bread and butter, Bill! if 1 were there in your stead! There's more than hay in your clover-field, and a meaning in lips so red! If only I stood there, close to her, with the clover up to my knees, Full of the dew and the sunlight, and the whirl and hum of the bees, I'd envy neither your cider, nor the blossomwine they drink : There's a sweeter honey than ever yet was ripened for either, I think. Well, it's easier wishing than working, but there isn't much of a doubt A man must raise his clover himself, or manage to do without, Bill's was his father's before him, it's true, but Bill's no rule for me; I reckon he's no more like to win what both of us want, you see. So, Dobbin, nooning is over. What! is she going away? Eat on, old horse, for a little; she's sure to have something to say. It's always the same: a word or a look just as she passes the gate, With a smile that dazzles my wits away till after it's all too late. No matter: some day, when my clover is growing tall and red, I'm bound to ask a question shall make her falter instead. It's only waiting and working a little longer still: Get up to your work, old fellow! she doesn't care for Bill! MRS. S. M. B. PIATT. THE FANCY BALL. As Morning you'd have me rise On that shining world of art; You forget: I have too much dark in my eyes And too much dark in my heart. "Then go as the Night-in June: Pass, dreamily, by the crowd, He loves me? Vail'd in mist I stand, He loves me? I am faint with fear. I never met him quite so near With jewels to mock the stars and the Nor quite so sweet, he says, to him! moon, And shadowy robes like cloud. 'Or as Spring, with a spray in your hair Of blossoms as yet unblown; It will suit you well, for our youth should wear The bloom in the bud alone. "Or drift from the outer gloom With the soft white silence of Snow:" I should melt myself with the warm, close room Or my own life's burning. No. "Then fly through the glitter and, mirth As a Bird of Paradise: " Nay, the waters I drink have touch'd the earth: I breathe no summer of spice. "Then " Hush: if I go at all, (It will make them stare and shrink, TWELVE HOURS APART. He loved me. But he loved, likewise, In dampness, whispering shadowy things, He loves me? Will he fail to see A phantom hand has touch'd my hair He loves me? Would he call it fair, Shaken into the grass with pain? TO-DAY. AH, real thing of bloom and breath, Let empty flower-dust at my feet Remind me of the buds you wear; Let the bird's quiet show how sweet The far-off singing made the air; And let your dew through frost look fair, In mourning you I shall rejoice. Go: for the bitter word may be Half careful in your wither'd place, MEETING A MIRROR. BELOVED of beautiful and eager eyes, Still, from the gilded splendor of the day I turned with yearning for the pleased, slow way It used to hold my face. |