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BOOK II.

THE BROTHERS.

Ar length the Brothers met, no longer tried
By those strong feelings that in time subside;
Not fluent yet their language, but the eye
And action spoke both question and reply;
Till the heart rested, and could calmly feel,
Till the shook compass felt the settling steel;
Till playful smiles on graver converse broke,
And either speaker less abruptly spoke:
Still was there ofttimes silence, silence blest,
Expressive, thoughtful-their emotions' rest;
Pauses that came not from a want of thought,
But want of ease, by wearied passion sought;
For souls, when hurried by such powerful
force,

Rest, and retrace the pleasure of the course.

They differ'd much; yet might observers

trace Likeness of features both in mind and face; But not offensive, not obtrusive pride: hide, Unlike had been their life, unlike the fruits Of different tempers, studies, and pursuits; Nay, in such varying scenes the men had moved,

Pride they possess'd, that neither strove to

'Twas passing strange that aught alike they loved:

Nor be a witness of the facts you state,
Nor as my own adopt your love or hate:
I will not earn my dinner when I dine,
By taking all your sentiments for mine;
Nor watch the guiding motions of your eye,
Before I venture questions or reply;
Nor when you speak affect an awe profound, But all distinction now was thrown apart,
Sinking my voice, as if I fear'd the sound; While these strong feelings ruled in either
Nor to your looks obediently attend,
The poor, the humble, the dependant friend:
Yet son of that dear mother could I meet-As various colours in a painted ball,
But lo! the mansion-'tis a fine old seat!

heart.

While it has rest, are seen distinctly all;
Till, whirl'd around by some exterior force,

The Brothers met, with both too much at They all are blended in the rapid course:

heart

To be observant of each other's part;
Brother, I'm glad, was all that George
could say,
Then stretch'd his hand, and turn'd his head
away;

For he in tender tears had no delight,
But scorn'd the thought, and ridiculed the

sight;
Yet now with pleasure, though with some
surprise,

He felt his heart o'erflowing at his eyes.

Richard, mean time, made some attempts to
speak,

Strong in his purpose, in his trial weak;
We cannot nature by our wishes rule,
Nor at our will her warm emotions cool;-
At length affection, like a risen tide,
Stood still, and then seem'd slowly to subside;
Each on the other's look had power to

dwell,

And Brother Brother greeted passing well.

So in repose, and not by passion sway'd,
We saw the difference by their habits made;
Fill'd with one love, and were in heart the
But, tried by strong emotions, they became

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Ah! had I married, I might now have seen
My-No! it never, never could have been:
That long enchantment, that pernicious
state!-

True, I recover'd, but alas! too late-
And here is Richard, poor indeed-but-nay!
This is self - torment - foolish thoughts,
away!

Ease leads to habit, as success to ease,
He lives by rule who lives himself to please;
For change is trouble, and a man of wealth
Consults his quiet as he guards his health;
And habit now on George had sovereign

power,

His actions all had their accustom❜d hour:
At the fix'd time he slept, he walk'd, he read,
Or sought his grounds, his gruel, and his bed;
For every season he with caution dress'd,
And morn and eve had the appropriate vest;
He talk'd of early mists, and night's cold air,
And in one spot was fix'd his worship's chair.
But not a custom yet on Richard's mind
Had force, or him to certain modes confined;
To him no joy such frequent visits paid,
That habit by its beaten track was made:
He was not one who at his ease could say,
We'll live to-morrow as we lived to-day;
But he and his were as the ravens fed,
As the day came it brought the daily bread.

George, born to fortune, though of moderate kind,

Was not in haste his road through life to find:
His father early lost, his mother tried
To live without him, liked it not, and-sigh'd,
When, for her widow'd hand, an amorous
youth applied:

She still was young, and felt that she could share

A lover's passion, and an husband's care; Yet past twelve years before her son was told,

To his surprise, "your father you behold." But he beheld not with his mother's eye The new relation, and would not comply; But all obedience, all connexion spurn'd, And fled their home, where he no more return'd.

His father's brother was a man whose mind Was to his business and his bank confined; His guardian care the captious nephew sought,

And was received, caress'd, advised, and tanght. "That Irish beggar, whom your mother took, Does you this good, he sends you to your book ; Yet love not books beyond their proper worth,

But when they fit you for the world, go forth:

They are like beauties, and may blessings

prove,

When we with caution study them, or love;

But when to either we our souls devote,
We grow unfitted for that world, and dote."
George to a school of higher class was sent,
But he was ever grieving that he went:
A still, retiring, musing, dreaming boy,
He relish'd not their sudden bursts of joy;
Nor the tumultuous pleasures of a rude,
A noisy, careless, fearless multitude:
He had his own delights, as one who flies
From every pleasure that a crowd supplies:
Thrice he return'd, but then was weary

grown,

And was indulged with studies of his own. Still could the Rector and his Friend relate The small adventures of that distant date; And Richard listen'd as they spake of time Past in that world of misery and crime. Freed from his school, a priest of gentle kind The uncle found to guide the nephew's mind; Pleased with his teacher, George so long remain'd,

The mind was weaken'd by the store it gain'd.

His guardian uncle, then on foreign ground, No time to think of his improvements found; Nor had the nephew, now to manhood grown,

Talents or taste for trade or commerce shown, But shunn'd a world of which he little knew, Nor of that little did he like the view.

His mother chose, nor I the choice upbraid,
An Irish soldier of an house decay'd,
And passing poor, but precious in her eyes
As she in his; they both obtain’d a prize.
To do the captain justice, she might share
What of her jointure his affairs could spare:
Irish he was in his profusion-true,
But he was Irish in affection too;
And though he spent her wealth and made
her grieve,
He always said "my dear," and "with your
leave."

Him she survived: she saw his boy possess'd

Of manly spirit, and then sank to rest.

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The rest by proxies managed, each withdrew, | One of a race, if not extinguish'd, tamed, Vex'd by the business and the brother too: The flogger now is of the act ashamed; But now they met when time had calm'd But this great mind all mercy's calls withthe mind, stood,

Both wish'd for kindness, and it made them kind:

George had no wife or child, and was disposed To love the man on whom his hope reposed: Richard had both; and those so well beloved, Husband and father were to kindness moved; And thus th' affections check'd, subdued, restrain❜d,

Rose in their force, and in their fulness reign'd.

The bell now bids to dine: the friendly priest, Social and shrewd, the day's delight increased: Brief and abrupt their speeches while they dined,

Nor were their themes of intellectual kind; Nor, dinner past, did they to these advance, But left the subjects they discuss'd to chance. Richard, whose boyhood in the place was spent,

Profound attention to the speakers lent, Who spake of men; and, as he heard a name, Actors and actions to his memory came: Then, too, the scenes he could distinctly trace, Here he had fought, and there had gain'd

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No private tutor Richard's parents sought, Made keen by hardship, and by trouble taught:

They might have sent him-some the counsel gaveSeven gloomy winters of the North to brave, Where a few pounds would pay for board and bed,

While the poor frozen boy was taught and

fed; When, say he lives, fair, freckled, lank and lean, The lad returns shrewd, subtle, close and keen; With all the northern virtues, and the rules Taught to the thrifty in these thriving schools:

There had he gone, and borne this trying part, But Richard's mother had a mother's heart.

Now squire and rector were return'd to school,

And spoke of him who there had sovereign rule:

He was, it seem'd, a tyrant of the sort Who make the cries of tortured boys his sport;

This Holofernes was a man of blood. Students, he said, like horses on the road, Must well be lash'd before they take the load; They may be willing for a time to run, But you must whip them ere the work be done:

To tell a boy, that, if he will improve,
His friends will praise him, and his parents
love,

Is doing nothing-he has not a doubt
But they will love him, nay applaud, without:
Let no fond sire a boy's ambition trust
To make him study, let him see he must.
Such his opinion; and to prove it true,
At least sincere, it was his practice too:
Pluto they call'd him, and they named him
well,

'Twas not an heaven where he was pleased to dwell:

From him a smile was like the Greenland sun,

Surprising, nay portentous, when it shone; Or like the lightning, for the sudden flash Prepared the children for the thunder's crash.

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Thus far they went, half earnest, half in jest, Then turn'd to themes of deeper interest; While Richard's mind, that for awhile had stray'd,

Call'd home its powers, and due attention paid.

BOOK III.

BOYS AT SCHOOL.

WE name the world a school, for day by day We something learn, till we are call'd away; The school we name a world, for vice and pain,

Fraud and contention, there begin to reign;

And much, in fact, this lesser world can show | This was his logic, and his arm so strong, Of grief and crime that in the greater grow. His cause prevail'd, and he was never wrong; You saw, said George, in that still-hated But so obtuse-you must have seen his school look,

How the meek suffer, how the haughty rule; Desponding, angry, puzzled o'er his book. There soft, ingenuous, gentle minds endure Can you not see him on the morn that Ills that ease, time, and friendship fail to cure: proved There the best hearts, and those, who shrink | His skill in figures? Pluto's self was moved— from sin, Come, six times five? th' impatient teacher cried;

Find some seducing imp to draw them in;
Who takes infernal pleasure to impart
The strongest poison to the purest heart.
Call to your mind this scene-Yon boy behold:
How hot the vengeance of a heart so cold!
See how he beats, whom he had just reviled
And made rebellious-that imploring child:
How fierce his eye, how merciless his blows,
And how his anger on his insult grows;
You saw this Hector and his patient slave,
Th' insulting speech, the cruel blows he gave.
Mix'd with mankind, his interest in his sight,
We found this Nimrod civil and polite,
There was no triumph in his manner seen,
He was so humble you might think him

mean:

Those angry passions slept till he attain'd
His purposed wealth, and waked when that
was gain'd;

He then resumed the native wrath and pride,
The more indulged, as longer laid aside;
Wife, children, servants, all obedience pay,
The slaves at school no greater slaves than
they.

No more dependant, he resumes the rein,
And shows the schoolboy-turbulence again.
Were I a poet, I would say, he brings
To recollection some impetuous springs;
See! one that issues from its humble source,
To gain new powers, and run its noisy course;
Frothy and fierce among the rocks it goes,
And threatens all that bound it or oppose:
Till wider grown, and finding large increase,
Though bounded still, it moves along in

peace;

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Yet, said the Rector, all these early signs
Of vice are lost, and vice itself declines;
Religion counsels, troubles, sorrows rise,
And the vile spirit in the conflict dies.
Sir Hector Blane, the champion of the school,
Was very blockhead, but was form'd for rule:
Learn he could not; he said he could not
learn,

But he profess'd it gave him no concern:
Books were his horror, dinner his delight,
And his amusement to shake hands and fight;
Argue he could not, but in case of doubt,
Or disputation, fairly box'd it out:

In vain, the pupil shut his eyes, and sigh'd. Try, six times count your fingers; how he stands!

Your fingers, idiot!-What, of both my
hands?

With parts like these his father felt assured,
In busy times, a ship might be procured;
He too was pleased to be so early freed,
He now could fight, and he in time might read.
So he has fought, and in his country's cause
Has gain'd him glory, and our hearts'
applause.

No more the blustering boy a school defies,
We see the hero from the tyrant rise,
And in the captain's worth the student's
dulness dies.

Praise to his actions; may their glory live!
Be all allow'd; replied the Squire, I give
Nay, I will hear him in his riper age
Fight his good ship, and with the foe engage;
Nor will I quit him when the cowards fly,
Although, like them, I dread his energy.
His powers support the credit of his brains,
But still, my friend, that ancient spirit reigns,
Insisting ever that he must be right,
And for his reasons still prepared to fight.
And all her floating terrors on the sea;
Let him a judge of England's prowess be,
But this contents not, this is not denied,

He claims a right on all things to decide;
A kind of patent-wisdom, and he cries,

"Tis so! and bold the hero that denies.
Thus the boy-spirit still the bosom rules,
And the world's maxims were at first the
school's.

No doubt, said Jacques, there are in minds
the seeds

Of good and ill, the virtues and the weeds;
But is it not of study the intent
This growth of evil nature to prevent?
To check the progress of each idle shoot
That might retard the ripening of the fruit?

Our purpose certain! and we much effect,
We something cure, and something we
correct;

But do your utmost, when the man you see,
You find him what you saw the boy would be,
Disguised a little; but we still behold
What pleased and what offended us of old.
Years from the mind no native stain remove,
But lay the varnish of the world above.

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But none the progress would with wonder view :

It was a debt contracted; he who pays
A debt is just, but must not look for praise:

The deed that once had fame must still proceed,

Though fame no more proclaims, how great the deed!

The boy is taken from his mother's side, And he who took him must be now his guide.

But this, alas! instead of bringing fame,

His view, and dwelt upon the evil past;
Then, as he sigh'd, he smiled;—from folly A tax, a trouble, to my Lord became.

rise

Such smiles, and misery will create such
sighs.
And Richard now from his abstraction broke,
Listening attentive as the Rector spoke.

This noble lord was one disposed to try
And weigh the worth of each new luxury:
Now, at a certain time, in pleasant mood,
He tried the luxury of doing good;
For this he chose a widow's handsome boy,
Whom he would first improve, and then
employ.

The boy was gentle, modest, civil, kind, But not for bustling through the world design'd;

Reserved in manner, with a little gloom,
Apt to retire, but never to assume;
Possess'd of pride that he could not subdue,
Although he kept his origin in view.
Him sent my Lord to school, and this became
A theme for praise, and gave his Lordship
fame;

But when the boy was told how great his debt,

He proudly ask'd, is it contracted yet? With care he studied, and with some success; His patience great, but his acquirements less: Yet when he heard that Charles would not excel,

His Lordship answer'd, with a smile, 'tis well;

Let him proceed, and do the best he can,
I want no pedant, but a useful man.

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Now Charles, who acted no heroic part,
And felt no seaman's glory warm his heart,
Refused the offer-anger touch'd my Lord.
"He does not like it-Good, upon my word—
If I at College place him, he will need
Supplies for ever, and will not succeed;
Doubtless in me 'tis duty to provide
Not for his comfort only, but his pride-
Let him to sea!"-He heard the words again,
With promise join'd—with threat'ning; all
in vain:

Charles had his own pursuits; for aid to these

He had been thankful, and had tried to please; But urged again, as meekly as a saint, He humbly begg'd to stay at home, and paint. "Yes, pay some dauber, that this stubborn fool

May grind his colours, and may boast his school."

As both persisted: Choose, good sir, your way,

The Peer exclaim'd, I have no more to say. I seek your good, but I have no command Upon your will, nor your desire withstand,

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