to cultivate personal piety. She daily studied with care the Holy Scriptures, and devoted a part of her time to religious meditation. A portion of every day, commonly in the early part of it, she spent in secret prayer. It was on the altar of secret devotion, that she kindled that pure flame, which was generally seen burning so brightly, when she was engaged in the active duties of life. She frequently examined herself, not merely for the purpose of ascertaining whether she might hope that she was a child of God, but also, whether she had made any progress in the divine life. At the close of every day, her conduct, and the temper of heart she had maintained, were reviewed; the evening preceding the Sabbath was especially devoted to this important duty. If at any time she found she had declined in her Christian course, or any trial was apprehended, or any duty of peculiar difficulty to be performed, she observed a season of private fasting and prayer. She loved the sanctuary and its solemn services, and was careful to have her mind in a devotional frame while attending upon them, reflecting as she entered, and cherishing the impression while she remained within the sacred edifice, that she might never enter it again. She viewed attendance upon the holy communion as a most important and solemn service, and was always careful to prepare herself for it, by self-examination, reflection, and prayer. She endeavoured to trace, in every event, the hand of God, and to derive from every occurrence some spiritual instruction. Her religion, however, was not confined to her closet, and to the sanctuary. She endeavoured to carry it with her into all the business and circumstances of life. She did not, like some professed believers in the doctrines of grace, feel, that because she was to be saved by the merits of Christ alone, there was no necessity of being careful to maintain good works. So far from finding this to be the influence of those doctrines, which she firmly believed and ardently loved, she has left it in testimony as the result of her experience, that "when her hope of acceptance solely on the ground of the merits of Christ was the strongest, she felt most unquenchable desires to serve him with her heart, her whole heart." To glorify God and do good to men was her habitual aim. The duties of her family she endeavoured to discharge with fidelity, from a regard to the will of Jehovah, who, by placing her in that relation, had required them at her hands. The intercourse of friendship she sought to make of a profitable character, remembering that for our words, as well as for our actions, we must give account at the judgment-seat of Christ. She was ever ready to visit and comfort the afflicted, to instruct the ignorant, to warn the careless, to entreat the impenitent to be reconciled to God. She prayed much, and delighted to employ her counsels and efforts, for the extension of the Redeemer's kingdom. In the work of benevolence she has left her sex a noble example. Her exertions in this cause, are known to have been great, and extended to a variety of objects, and productive of a large amount of good; yet they never produced in her any neglect of domestic duties, or any transgression of the bounds of strict propriety. Daughters of Zion, let it be your ambition to follow in the glorious path she trod. Believers in Christ, make your religion your governing principle, the business of your lives; and, when your career on earth is about to terminate, you may say, with her, "My Father hath done all things well, he hath made all things to work together for my good." *Journal, 1820, June 9. POETRY. WRITTEN AFTER READING BUCHANAN'S CHRISTIAN RESEARCHES, IN 1813. When I on fancy's pinion ride, To India's burning shore, Where the chain'd soul in thraldom sleeps, My eye a pitying torrent weeps Of grief unfelt before. There, whelm'd in superstition's night, Left to dim Nature's twinkling ray, Yet reason there, a Sovereign owns, And say, oh Christian! can you view Nor drop one pitying tear? Think-that, though sunk in sin and shame, He bears a brother's sacred name: Behold him! comfort, cheer, Yes, let the Gospel's gladd'ning voice Bid him forsake his impious rites; And waits to break his chains. And think, how high your joy will rise, THE SABBATH. WRITTEN IN 1814. Another holy day of rest returns ; The curtain gently falls, and sober eve For thought to stretch and widen, till the theme, O'erwhelms the soul, and makes it pant for heav'n. How awful bright each rival glory shines Of different attributes, harmonious ! Here I behold meek Mercy's angel form. *It was the habit of the writer, to commence the appropriate duties of the Sabbath, at early candle-lighting on Saturday evening. Owning, obey, and in obeying, find Their life, their blessedness, their heaven; and swears Now bursts, as day's refulgent orb appears To the strain'd eye which long has watch'd the dawn, To snatch a sinking world from righteous ruin, Draws in its wond'rous compass, all which man Dear day of rest and meditation sweet! Ne'er may'st thou find my heart so treach'rous grown, The endless rest which Christ has promis'd, come ! WRITTEN IN MAY 1820, AFTER THE DEATH OF HER HUSBAND. Smile, Nature smile; the tearful eye Of WIDOWHOOD thou need'st not wear : Winter, thy sullen foe's gone by; Fresh bound thy streams, soft glows thine air. Weep'st thou, to lift thy youthful brow And smile, while aches this bleeding heart? Yes thou may'st smile, and not, for me, With shade and sadness of the tomb. There was, and low that form is laid, Published in the Boston Recorder of June, 10, 1820. |