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question, though ill propounded, to Moses, "Who made thee a judge, or a ruler?" We must all imitate the zeal of our Saviour; we may not imitate his correction. If we strike uncalled, we are justly stricken for our arrogance, for our presumption. A tumultuary remedy may prove a medicine worse than the disease.

But what shall I say of so sharp and imperious an act from so meek an agent? Why did not the priests and Levites, whose this gain partly was, abet these moneychangers, and make head against Christ? why did not those multitudes of men stand upon their defence, and wrest that whip out of the hand of a seemingly weak and unarmed prophet, but instead thereof run away like sheep from before him, not daring to abide his presence, though his hand had been still? Surely, had these men been so many armies, yea, so many legions of devils, when God will astonish and chase them, they cannot have the power to stand and resist. How easy is it for him that made the heart, to put either terror or courage into it at pleasure! O Saviour, it was none of thy least miracles, that thou didst thus drive out a world of able offenders, in spite of their gain and stomachful resolutions! their very profit had no power to stay them against thy frowns. "Who hath resisted thy will?" Men's hearts are not their own: they are, they must be such as their Maker will have them.

CONTEMPLATION XXVI. THE FIG-TREE CURSED.

WHEN in this state, our Saviour had rode through the streets of Jerusalem, that evening he lodged not there. Whether he would not, that, after so public an acclamation of the people, he might avoid all suspicion of plots or popularity (even unjust jealousies must be shunned; neither is there less wisdom in the prevention, than in the remedy of evils), or whether he could not, for want of an invitation. Hosanna was better cheap than an entertainment; and perhaps the envy of so stomached a reformation discouraged his hosts. However, he goes that evening supperless out of Jerusalem. O unthankful citizens! do ye thus part with your no less meek than glorious King? His title was no more proclaimed in your streets than your own ingratitude. If he hath purged the temple, yet your hearts are foul. There is no wonder in men's unworthiness; there is more than wonder in thy mercy, O thou

Saviour of men, that wouldst yet return thither where thou wert so palpably disregarded. If they gave thee not thy supper, thou givest them their breakfast: it thou mayest not spend the night with them, thou wilt with them spend the day. O love to unthankful souls, not discourageable by the most bateful indignities, by the basest repulses? What burden canst thou shrink under, who canst bear the weight of ingratitude?

Thou that givest food to all things living, art thyself hungry. Martha, Mary, and Lazarus, kept not so poor a house, but that thou mightst have eaten something at Bethany. Whether thy haste outran thine appetite, or whether on purpose thou forbarest repast, to give opportunity to thine ensuing miracle, I neither ask nor resolve. This was not the first time that thou wast hungry. As thou wouldst be a man, so thou wouldst suffer those infirmities that belong to hamanity. Thou camest to be our high-priest; it was thy act and intention, not only to intercede for thy people, but to transfer unto thyself, as their sins, so their weaknesses and complaints. Thou knowest to pity what thou hast felt. Are we pinched with want? we endure but what thou didst, we have reason to be patient thou enduredst what we do, we have reason to be thankful.

But what shall we say to this thine early hunger? The morning, as it is privileged from excess, so from need; the stomach is not wont to rise with the body. Surely, as thine occasions were, no season was exempted from thy want: thou hadst spent the day before in the holy labour of thy reformation; after a supperless departure, thou spentest the night in prayer; no meal refreshed thy toil. What! do we think much to forbear a morsel, or to break a sleep for thee, who didst thus neglect thyself for us?

As if meat were no part of thy care, as if anything would serve to stop the mouth of hunger, thy breakfast is expected from the next tree. A fig-tree grew by the way. side, full-grown, well-spread, thick-leaved, and such as might promise enough to a remote eye: thither thou camest to seek that which thou foundest not; and, not finding what thou soughtest, as displeased with thy disappointment, cursedst that plant which deluded thy hopes. Thy breath instantly blasted that deceitful tree; it did (no otherways than the whole world must needs do) wither and die with thy curse.

O Saviour, I had rather wonder at thine actions than discuss them. If I should say, that as a man thou either knewest not, or

consideredst not of this fruitlessness, it could no way prejudice thy divine omniscience; this infirmity were no worse than thy weariness or hunger: it was no more disparagement to thee to grow in knowledge than in stature; neither was it any more disgrace to thy perfect humanity, that thou, as man, knewest not all things at once, than that thou wert not in thy childhood at thy full growth. But herein I doubt not to say, it is more likely thou camest purposely to this tree, knowing the barrenness of it answerable to the season, and fore-resolving the event, that thou mightst hence ground the occasion of so instructive a miracle; likeas thou knewest Lazarus was dying, was dead, yet wouldst not seem to take notice of his dissolution, that thou mightst the more glorify thy power in his resuscitation. It was thy willing and determined disappointment, for a greater purpose.

But why didst thou curse a poor tree for the want of that fruit which the season yielded not? If it pleased thee to call for that which it could not give, the plant was innocent; and if innocent, why cursed? O Saviour, it is fitter for us to adore than to examine. We may be saucy in inquiring after thee, and fond in answering for thee.

If that season were not for a ripe fruit, yet for some fruit it was. Who knows not the nature of the fig-tree to be always bearing? That plant, if not altogether barren, yields a continual succession of increase: while one fig is ripe, another is green; the same bough can content both our taste and hope. This tree was defective in both, yielding nothing but an empty shade to the mis-hoping traveller.

Besides that, I have learned that thou, O Saviour, wert wont not to speak only, but to work parables; and what was this other than a real parable of thine? All this while hadst thou been in the world; thou hadst given many proofs of thy mercy (the earth was full of thy goodness), none of thy judgments; now, immediately before thy passion, thou thoughtest fit to give this double demonstration of thy just austerity. How else should the world have seen, thou canst be severe as well as meek and merciful? and why mightst not thou, who madest all things, take liberty to destroy a plant for thine own glory? Wherefore serve thy best creatures, but for the praise of thy mercy and justice? What great matter was it, if thou, who once saidst, "Let the earth bring forth the herb yielding seed, and the tree yielding the fruit of its own kind," shouldst "Let this fruitless tree wither?" All this yet was done in figure: in this act

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of thine I see both an emblem, and a prophecy. How didst thou herein mean to teach thy disciples how much thou hatest an unfruitful profession, and what judgments thou meantst to bring upon that barren generation! Once before hadst thou compared the Jewish nation to a fig-tree in the midst of thy vineyard, which, after three years' expectation and culture, yielding no fruit, was by thee, the Owner, doomed to a speedy excision; now thou actest what thou then saidst. No tree abounds more with leaf and shade, no nation abounded more with ceremonial observations and semblances of piety. Outward profession, where there is want of inward truth and real practice, doth but help to draw on and aggravate judgment. Had this fig-tree been utterly bare and leafless, it had perhaps escaped the curse. Hear this, ye vain hypocrites, that care only to show well; never caring for the sincere truth of a conscionable obedience; your fair outside shall be sure to help you to a curse.

That which was the fault of this tree, is the punishment of it, fruitlessness: "Let no fruit grow on thee henceforward for ever." Had the boughs been appointed to be torn down, and the body split in pieces, the doom had been more easy, and that juicy plant might yet have recovered, and have lived to recompense this deficiency; now it shall be what it was, fruitless. Woe be to that church or soul that is punished with her own sin. Outward plagues are but favour, in comparison of spiritual judgments.

That curse might well have stood with a long continuance; the tree might have lived long, though fruitless: but no sooner is the word passed, than the leaves flag and turn yellow, the branches wrinkle and shrink, the bark discolours, the root dries, the plant withers.

O God, what creature is able to abide the blasting of the breath of thy displeasure? even the most great and glorious angels of heaven could not stand one moment before thine anger, but perished under thy wratn everlastingly. How irresistible is thy power! how dreadful are thy judgments! Lord! chastise my fruitlessness, but punish it not; at least, punish it, but curse it not, lest I wither and be consumed!

CONTEMPLATION XXVII.-CHRIST Betrayed.

Such an eye-sore was Christ that raised Lazarus, and Lazarus whom Christ raised, to the envious priests, scribes, elders of the

Jews, that they consult to murder both: while either of them lives, neither can the glory of that miracle die, nor the shame of the oppugners.

Those malicious heads are laid together in the parlour of Caiaphas. Happy had it been for them if they had spent but half those thoughts upon their own salvation, which they mis-employed upon the destruction of the innocent. At last this results, that force is not their way; subtility and treachery must do that which should be vainly attempted by power.

Who is so fit to work this feat against Christ as one of his own? There can be no treason, where is not some trust. Who so fit among the domestics as he that bare the bag, and over-loved that which he bare? That heart, which hath once enslaved itself to red and white earth, may be made anything. Who can trust to the power of good means, when Judas, who heard Christ daily, whom others heard to preach Christ daily, who daily saw Christ's miracles, and daily wrought miracles in Christ's name, is, at his best, a thief, and ere long a traitor? That crafty and malignant spirit, which presided in that bloody council, hath easily found out a fit instrument for this hellish plot. As God knows, so Satan guesses, who are his, and will be sure to make use of his own. If Judas were Christ's domestic, yet he was Mammon's servant: he could not but hate that Master whom he formally professed to serve, while he really served that Master which Christ professed to hate. He is but in his trade, while he is bartering even for his Master: "What will ye give me, and I will deliver him unto you?" Saidst thou not well, O Saviour, "I have chosen you twelve, and one of you is a devil?" Thou, that knewest to distinguish betwixt men and spirits, callest Judas by his right name. Lo, he is become a tempter to the worst of evils.

Wretched Judas! whether shall I more abhor thy treachery, or wonder at thy folly? What will they, what can they, give thee valuable to that head which thou profferest to sale? Were they able to pay, or thou capable to receive, all those precious metals that are laid up in the secret cabins of the whole earth, how were this price equivalent to the worth of him that made them! Had they been able to fetch down those rich and glittering spangles of heaven, and to have put them into thy fist, what had this been to weigh with a God? How basely therefore dost thou speak of chaffering for him whose the world was?" What will ye give me?" Alas, what were they? what had

they, miserable men, to pay for such a purchase? The time was, when he that set thee on work, could say, "All the kingdoms of the earth, and the glory of them, are mine, and I give them to whom I please; all these will I give thee." Had he now made that offer to thee in this woful bargain, it might have carried some colour of a temptation: and even thus it had been a match ill made; but for thee to tender a trade of so invaluable a commodity to these pelting petty chapmen, for thirty poor silverlings, it was no less base than wicked!

How unequal is this rate! Thou that valuedst Mary's ointment, which she bestowed upon the feet of Christ, at three hundred pieces of silver, sellest thy Master, on whom that precious odour was spent, at thirty Worldly hearts are penny-wise, and pound-foolish: they know how to set high prices upon the worthless trash of this world; but for heavenly things, or the God that owns them, these they shamefully undervalue.

“ And I will deliver him unto you." False and presumptuous Judas! it was more than thou couldst do; thy price was not more too low than the undertaking was too high. Had all the powers of hell combined with thee, they could not have delivered thy Master into the hands of men. The act was none but his own; all that he did, all that he suffered, was perfectly voluntary. Had he pleased to resist, how easily had he, with one breath, blown thee and thy accomplices down into their hell! It is no thank to thee that he would be delivered. O Saviour, all our safety, all our comfort, depends not so much upon thine act as upon thy will: in vain should we have hoped for the benefit of a forced redemption.

The bargain is driven, the price paid. Judas returns, and looks no less smoothly upon his Master and fellows, than as if he had done no disservice. What cares he? his heart tells him he is rich, though it tells him he is false. He was not now first a hypocrite. The passover is at hand; no man is so busy to prepare for it, or more devoutly forward to receive it, than Judas.

O the sottishness and obdurateness of this son of perdition! How many proofs had he formerly of his Master's omniscience! There was no day wherein he saw not, that thoughts and things absent came familiar under his cognizance, yet this miscreant dares plot a secret villany against his person, and face it: if he cannot be honest, yet he will be close. That he may be notoriously impudent, he shall know he is descried: while he thinks fit to conceal his

treachery, our Saviour thinks not fit to con- well for the present, I shall shift well enough ceal the knowledge of that treacherous con- for the future. Thus secretly he claps up spiracy: "Verily I say unto you, that one another bargain; he makes a covenant with of you shall betray me." Who would not death, and with hell an agreement. O Judas, think but that discovered wickedness should didst thou ever hear aught but truth fall be ashamed of itself? Did not Judas (think | from the mouth of that thy divine Master? we) blush, and grow pale again, and cast canst thou distrust the certainty of that down his guilty eyes, and turn away his dreadful menace of vengeance? how then troubled countenance at so galling an inti- durst thou persist in the purpose of so flagimation? Custom of sin steels the brow, tious and damnable a villany? Resolved and makes it incapable of any relenting im- sinners run on desperately in their wicked pressions. Could the other disciples have courses, and have so bent their eyes upon discerned any change in any one of their the profit or pleasure of their mischievous faces, they had not been so sorrowfully projects, that they will not see hell lie open affected with the charge. Methinks I see before them in the way. how intentively they bent their eyes upon each other, as if they would have looked through those windows down into their bosom; with what self-confidence, with what mutual jealousy, they perused each others' foreheads; and now, as rather thinking fit to distrust their own innocence than their Master's assertion, each trembles to say, "Lord, is it I?" It is possible, there may lurk secret wickedness in some blind corner of the heart, which we know not of: it is possible that time and temptation, working upon our corruption, may at last draw us into some such sin as we could not fore-believe. Whither may we not fall, if we be left to our own strength? It is both wise and holy to misdoubt the worst: "Lord, is it I?"

In the meantime, how fair hath Judas, all this while, carried with his fellows! Had his former life bewrayed any falsehood or misdemeanour, they had soon found where to pitch their just suspicion: now Judas goes for so honest a man, that every disciple is rather ready to suspect himself than him. It is true he was a thief; but who knows that besides his Maker? The outsides of men are no less deceitful than their hearts. It is not more unsafe to judge by outward appearances, than it is uncharitable not to judge so.

O the headstrong resolutions of wickedness, not to be checked by any opposition! Who would not but have thought, if the notice of an intended evil could not have prevented it, yet that the threats of judgment should have affrighted the boldest offender? Judas can sit by, and hear his Master say, "Woe be to the man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed! it had been better for that man never to have been born," and is no more blanked than very innocence; but thinks, what care I? I have the money; I shall escape the shame: the fact shall be close, the match gainful: it will be long ere I shall get so much by my service; if I fare

As if that shameless man meant to outbrave all accusations, and to outface his own heart, he dares asks it too, "Master, is it I?" No disciple shall more zealously abominate that crime than he that fosters it in his bosom. Whatever the Searcher of hearts knows, by him is locked up in his own breast; to be perfidious is nothing, so he may be secret: his Master knows him for a traitor; it is not long that he shall live to complain: his fellows think him honest; all is well while he is well esteemed. Reputation is the only care of false hearts, not truth of being, not conscience of merit ; so they may seem fair to men, they care not how foul they are to God.

Had our Saviour only had this knowledge at the second-hand, this boldness had been enough to make him suspect the credit of the best intelligence: who could imagine that a guilty man dared thus browbeat a just accusation? Now he, whose piercing and unfailing eyes see things as they are, not as they seem, can peremptorily convince the impudence of this hollow questionist, with a direct affirmation: "Thou hast said." Foolish traitor! couldst thou think that those blear eyes of thine would endure the beams of the sun, or that counterfeit slip, the fire? was it not sufficient for thee to be secretly vicious, but thou must presume to contest with an omniscient accuser? Hast thou yet enough? Thou supposedst thy crime unknown: to men it was so; had thy Master been no more, it had been so to him; now his knowledge argues him divine. How dost thou yet resolve to lift up thy hand against him, who knows thine offence, and can either prevent or revenge it? As yet the charge was private, either not heard, or not observed by thy fellows: it shall be at first whispered to one, and at last known to all. Bashful and penitent sinners are fit to be concealed; shame is meet for those that have none.

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of human nature; besides, Peter's zeal | deep in thy books, and would have conwould not set him dwell under the danger strued this act as they did thy tears for Laof so doubtful a crimination; he cannot but Zarus: See how he loves him." To carve sit on thorns, till he know the man. His a man out of thine own dish, what could signs ask what his voice dare not. What it seem to argue but a singularity of respect? law requires all followers to be equally be- yet, lo, there is but one whom thou hatest, loved? why may not our favours be freely one only traitor at thy board; and thou dispensed where we like best, without envy, givest him a sop. The outward gifts of God without prejudice? None of Christ's train are not always the proofs of his love; yea, could complain of neglect. John is highest sometimes are bestowed in displeasure. Had in grace: blood, affection, zeal, diligence not he been a wise disciple that should have have endeared him above his fellows. He, envied the great favour done to Judas, and that is dearest in respect, is next in place: have stomached his own preterition? So in that form of side-sitting at the table, he foolish are they, who, measuring God's leaned on the bosom of Jesus. Where is affection by temporal benefits, are ready more love, there may be more boldness. to applaud prospering wickedness, and to This secrecy and entireness privilege John grudge outward blessings to them which are to ask that safely, which Peter might not incapable of any better. without much inconvenience and peril of a check. The beloved disciple well understands this silent language, and dares put Peter's thought into words. Love shutteth out fear. O Saviour, the confidence of thy goodness emboldens us not to shrink at any suit. Thy love, shed abroad in our hearts, bids us ask that which in a stranger were no better than presumption. Once, when Peter asked thee a question concerning John, "What shall this man do?" he received a short answer, "What is that to thee?" Now, when John asks thee a question, no less seemingly curious, at Peter's instance, "Who is it that betrays thee?" however thou mightst have returned him the same answer, since neither of their persons was any more concerned, yet thou condescendest to a mild and full, though secret, satisfaction. There was not so much difference in the men, as in the matter of the demand. No occasion was given to Peter of moving that question concerning John: the indefinite assertion of treason amongst the disciples was a most just occasion of moving John's question for Peter and himself. That which therefore was timorously demanded, is answered graciously: "He it is to whom I shall give a sop, when I have dipped it and he gave the sop to Judas." How loath was our Saviour to name him whom he was not unwilling to design! All is here expressed by dumb signs; the hand speaks what the tongue would not. In the same language wherein Peter asked the question of John, doth our Saviour shape an answer to John: what a beck demanded, is answered by a sop.

O Saviour, I do not hear thee say, Look on whomsoever I frown, or to whomsoever I do a public affront, that is the man; but "to whomsoever I shall give a sop." Surely a by-stander would have thought this man

"After the sop, Satan entered into Judas." Better had it been for that treacherous disciple to have wanted that morsel: not that there was any malignity in the bread, or that the sop had any power to convey Satan into the receiver, or that, by a necessary concomitance, that evil spirit was in or with it. Favours ill used make the heart more capable of farther evil. That wicked spirit commonly takes occasion, by any of God's gifts, to assault us the more eagerly. After our sacramental morsel, if we be not the better, we are sure the worse. I dare not say, yet I dare think, that Judas, comparing his Master's words, and John's whisperings, with the tender of this sop, and finding himself thus denoted, was now so much the more irritated to perform what he had wickedly purposed. Thus Satan took advantage by the sop of a farther possession. Twice before had that evil spirit made a palpable entry into that lewd heart. First, in his covetousness and theft; those sinful habits could not be without that author of ill; then in his damnable resolution and plot of so heinous a conspiracy against Christ. Yet now, as if it were new to be. gin, "After the sop, Satan entered." As in every gross sin which we entertain, we give harbour so that evil spirit; so, in every degree of growth in wickedness, new hold is taken by him of the heart. No sooner is the foot over the threshold, than we enter into the house; when we pass thence into the inner rooms, we make still but a perfect entrance. At first, Satan entered to make the house of Judas's heart his own, now he enters into it as his own. The first purpose of sin opens the gates to Satan, consent admits him into the entry, full resolution of sin gives up the keys to his hands, and puts him into absolute posses sion. What a plain difference there is be

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