Disbanded-or in hostile ranks appeared; Some, tired of honest service; these, outdone, Disgusted therefore, or appalled, by aims Of fiercer zealots-so confusion reigned,
And the more faithful were compelled to exclaim, As Brutus did to Virtue, Liberty,
'I worshipped thee, and find thee but a Shade!'
Such recantation had for me no charm,
Nor would I bend to it; who should have grieved At aught, however fair, which bore the mien Of a conclusion, or catastrophe.
Why then conceal, that, when the simple good In timid selfishness withdrew, I sought Other support, not scrupulous whence it came: And, by what compromise it stood, not nice? Enough if notions seemed to be high-pitched, And qualities determined.-Ruling such, And with such herding, I maintained a strife Hopeless, and still more hopeless every hour; But, in the process, I began to feel
That, if the emancipation of the world Were missed, I should at least secure my own, And be in part compensated. For rights, Widely-inveterately usurped upon,
I spake with vehemence; and promptly seized Whate'er Abstraction furnished for my needs Or purposes; nor scrupled to proclaim, And propagate, by liberty of life, Those new persuasions. Not that I rejoiced, Or even found pleasure, in such vagrant course, For its own sake; but farthest from the walk Which I had trod in happiness and peace, Was most inviting to a troubled mind; That, in a struggling and distempered world, Beheld a cherished image of itself.
Yet, mark the contradictions of which Man Is still the sport! Here Nature was my guide, The Nature of the dissolute; but thee,
O fostering nature! I rejected-smiled
At others' tears in pity; and in scorn
At those, which thy soft influence sometimes drew From my unguarded heart.-The tranquil shores Of Britain circumscribed me; else, perhaps I might have been entangled among deeds, Which now, as infamous, I should abhor- Despise, as senseless: for strangely relished The exasperated spirit of that Land,
Which, turned an angry beak against the down Of its own breast: as if it hoped thereby To disencumber its impatient wings.
But all was quieted by iron bonds Of military sway. The shifting aims, The moral interests, the creative might,
The varied functions and high attributes Of civil action, yielded to a power
Formal, and odious, and contemptible.
-In Britain, ruled a panic dread of change;
The weak were praised, rewarded, and advanced; And, from the impulse of a just disdain,
Once more did I retire into myself.
There feeling no contentment, I resolved
To fly, for safeguard, to some foreign shore, Remote from Europe; from her blasted hopes;
Her fields of carnage, and polluted air.
Fresh blew the wind, when o'er the Atlantic Main The ship went gliding with her thoughtless crew ; And who among them but an Exile, freed From discontent, indifferent, pleased to sit Among the busily-employed, not more
With obligation charged, with service taxed, Than the loose pendant-to the idle wind
Upon the tall mast streaming. But, ye Powers Of soul and sense mysteriously allied,
O, never let the Wretched, if a choice
Be left him, trust the freight of his distress
To a long voyage on the silent deep!
For, like a plague, will memory break out; And, in the blank and solitude of things,
Upon his spirit, with a fever's strength,
Will conscience prey.-Feebly must they have felt Who, in old time, attired with snakes and whips
The vengeful Furies. Beautiful regards
Were turned on me-the face of her I loved; The Wife and Mother pitifully fixing Tender reproaches, insupportable!
Where now that boasted liberty? No welcome From unknown objects I received; and those, Known and familiar, which the vaulted sky Did, in the placid clearness of the night, Disclose, had accusations to prefer Against my peace. Within the cabin stood That volume-as a compass for the soul- Revered among the nations. I implored Its guidance; but the infallible support Of faith was wanting. Tell me, why refused To One by storms annoyed and adverse winds; Perplexed with currents; of his weakness sick; Of vain endeavours tired; and by his own,
And by his nature's, ignorance, dismayed!
Long-wished-for sight, the Western World appeared; And, when the ship was moored, I leaped ashore
Indignantly-resolved to be a man,
Who, having o'er the past no power, would live
No longer in subjection to the past,
With abject mind-from a tyrannic lord
Inviting penance, fruitlessly endured:
So, like a fugitive, whose feet have cleared Some boundary, which his followers may not cross In prosecution of their deadly chase,
Respiring I looked round.-How bright the sun, How promising the breeze! Can aught produced In the old World compare, thought I, for power And majesty with this gigantic stream, Sprung from the desert? And behold a city Fresh, youthful, and aspiring! What are these To me, or I to them? As much at least As he desires that they should be, whom winds And waves have wafted to this distant shore, In the condition of a damaged seed,
Whose fibres cannot, if they would, take root. Here may I roam at large;-my business is, Roaming at large, to observe, and not to feel And, therefore, not to act-convinced that all Which bears the name of action, howsoe'er Beginning, ends in servitude-still painful, And mostly profitless. And, sooth to say, On nearer view, a motley spectacle Appeared, of high pretensions-unreproved But by the obstreperous voice of higher still; Big passions strutting on a petty stage; Which a detached spectator may regard Not unamused.-But ridicule demands Quick change of objects; and, to laugh alone, At a composing distance from the haunts Of strife and folly, though it be a treat As choice as musing Leisure can bestow Yet, in the very centre of the crowd, To keep the secret of a poignant scorn, May suit an airy Demon; but of all Unsocial courses, 'tis the one least fit For the gross spirit of mankind, the one
That soonest fails to please, and quickliest turns Into vexation.
Leave this unknit Republic to the scourge
Of its own passions; and to regions haste,
Whose shades have never felt the encroaching axe,
Or soil endured a transfer in the mart
Of dire rapacity. There, Man abides,
Primeval Nature's child. A creature weak In combination, (wherefore else driven back
So far, and of his old inheritance
So easily deprived ?) but, for that cause, More dignified, and stronger in himself; Whether to act, judge, suffer, or enjoy. True, the intelligence of social art
Hath overpowered his forefathers, and soon Will sweep the remnant of his line away; But contemplations, worthier, nobler far Than her destructive energies, attend
His independence, when along the side Of Mississippi, or that northern stream Which spreads into successive seas, he walks; Pleased to perceive his own unshackled life, And his innate capacities of soul,
There imaged: or when, having gained the top Of some commanding eminence, which yet Intruder ne'er beheld, he thence surveys Regions of wood and wide savannah, vast Expanse of unappropriated earth,
With mind that sheds a light on what he sees; Free as the sun, and lonely as the sun, Pouring above his head its radiance down Upon a living and rejoicing world!
So, westward, tow'rd the unviolated woods I bent my way; and, roaming far and wide, Failed not to greet the merry Mocking-bird; And, while the melancholy Muccawiss (The sportive bird's companion in the grove) Repeated, o'er and o'er, his plaintive cry, I sympathised at leisure with the sound; But that pure archetype of human greatness, I found him not. There, in his stead, appeared A creature, squalid, vengeful, and impure; Remorseless, and submissive to no law But superstitious fear, and abject sloth.
Enough is told! Here am I-ye have heard What evidence I seek, and vainly seek; What from my fellow-beings I require, And cannot find; what I myself have lost, Nor can regain. How languidly I look Upon this visible fabric of the world,
May be divined-perhaps it hath been said:-- But spare your pity, if there be in me Aught that deserves respect: for I exist, Within myself, not comfortless.-The tenor Which my life holds, he readily may conceive Whoe'er hath stood to watch a mountain brook In some still passage of its course, and seen, Within the depths of its capacious breast, Inverted trees, and rocks, and azure sky; And, on its glassy surface, specks of foam, And conglobated bubbles undissolved, Numerous as stars; that, by their onward lapse, Betray to sight the motion of the stream, Else imperceptible. Meanwhile, is heard Perchance a roar or murmur; and the sound Though soothing, and the little floating isles Though beautiful, are both by Nature charged With the same pensive office; and make known Through what perplexing labyrinths, abrupt Precipitations, and untoward straits,
The earth-born wanderer hath passed; and quickly,
That respite o'er, like traverses and toils Must be again encountered.-Such a stream Is human Life; and so the Spirit fares In the best quiet to its course allowed; And such is mine,-save only for a hope That my particular current soon will reach The unfathomable gulf, where all is still!"
State of feeling produced by the foregoing Narrative-A belief in a superintend ing Providence the only adequate support under affliction-Wanderer's ejaculation -Acknowledges the difficulty of a lively faith-Hence immoderate sorrow-Ex. hortations-How received-Wanderer applies his discourse to that other causs of dejection in the Solitary's mind-Disappointment from the French Revolution -States grounds of hope, and insists on the necessity of patience and fortitude with respect to the great revolutions of the world-Knowledge the source of tranquillity-Rural life and Solitude favourable to knowledge of the inferior Creatures; Study of their habits and ways recommended; exhortation to bodily exertion and communion with Nature-Morbid Solitude pitiable-Superstition better than apathy-Apathy and destitution unknown in the infancy of societyThe various modes of Religion prevented it-Illustrated in the Jewish, Persian, Babylonian, Chaldean, and Grecian modes of belief-Solitary interposes-Wanderer replies, points out the influence of religious and imaginative feeling in the humble ranks of society, illustrated from present and past times-These principles tend to recal exploded superstitions and popery-Wanderer rebuts this charge, and contrasts the dignities of the Imagination with the presumptuous littleness of certain modern Philosophers-Recommends other lights and guidesAsserts the power of the Soul to regenerate herself; Solitary asks how-ReplyPersonal appeal-Exhortation to activity of body renewed-How Nature is to be communed with-Wanderer concludes with a prospect of a legitimate union of the imagination, affections, understanding, and reason-Effect of his discourseEvening; Return to the Cottage.
HERE closed the Tenant of that lonely vale His mournful narrative-commenced in pain, In pain commenced, and ended without peace : Yet tempered, not unfrequently, with strains Of native feeling, grateful to our minds; And doubtless yielding some relief to his, While we sate listening with compassion due. Such pity yet surviving, with firm voice
That did not falter though the heart was moved, The Wanderer said :-
"One adequate support For the calamities of mortal life Exists-one only; an assured belief That the procession of our fate, howe'er Sad or disturbed, is ordered by a Being Of infinite benevolence and power;
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