Their angel plucked them from me by the hair. "Come then, ye other children, Nature's share With me" (said I) "your delicate fellowship; Let me greet you lip to lip, Let me twine with you caresses, With our Lady-Mother's vagrant Banqueting With her in her wind-walled palace, Lucent-weeping out of the dayspring." I in their delicate fellowship was one On the wilful face of skies; Rose and drooped with - made them Of mine own moods, or wailful or divine With them joyed and was bereaven. I triumphed and I saddened with all weather, Heaven and I wept together, And its sweet tears were salt with mortal mine; Against the red throb of its sunset-heart I laid my own to beat, And share commingling heat; But not by that, by that, was eased my human smart. In vain my tears were wet on Heaven's grey cheek. For ah! we know not what each other says These things and I; in sound I speak Nature, poor stepdame, cannot slake my drouth; Let her, if she would owe me, Drop yon blue bosom-veil of sky, and show me The breasts o' her tenderness: Never did any milk of hers once bless My thirsting mouth. Nigh and nigh draws the chase With unperturbed pace Deliberate speed, majestic instancy; And past those noisèd Feet A voice comes yet more fleet "Lo! naught contents thee, who content'st not Me." Naked I wait Thy love's uplifted stroke! My harness piece by piece Thou hast hewn from me, And smitten me to my knee; I slept, methinks, and woke, And, slowly gazing, find me stripped in sleep. In the rash lustihead of my young powers, I shook the pillaring hours And pulled my life upon me; grimed with smears, I stand amid the dust o' the mounded years My mangled youth lies dead beneath the heap. My days have crackled and gone up in smoke, Have puffed and burst as sun-starts on a stream. Yea, faileth now even dream The dreamer, and the lute the lutanist; From the linked fantasies, in whose blossomy twist I swung the earth a trinket at my wrist, Are yielding; cords of all too weak account For earth with heavy griefs so overplussed. A weed, albeit an amaranthine weed, Their sound is but their stir, they speak Ah! must Thou char the wood ere Thou by silences. canst limn with it? My freshness spent its wavering shower i' the dust; And now my heart is as a broken fount, Wherein tear-drippings stagnate, split down ever From the dank thoughts that shiver Upon the sighful branches of my mind. Such is; what is to be? The pulp so bitter, how shall taste the rind? I dimly guess what Time in mists confounds; Yet ever and anon a trumpet sounds From the hid battlements of Eternity; "Those shaken mists a space unsettle, then Round the half glimpsèd turrets slowly wash again. But not ere him who summoneth With glooming robes purpureal, cypresscrowned; His name I know, and what his trumpet saith. Whether man's heart or life it be which yields Thee harvest, must Thy harvest fields Be dunged with rotten death? Now of that long pursuit That Voice is round me like a bursting sea: "And is thy earth so marred, Shattered in shard on shard? But just that thou might'st seek it in My arms. All which thy child's mistake Fancies as lost, I have stored for thee at home: Rise, clasp my hand, and come!" Halts by me that footfall: Shade of His hand, outstretched caressingly? "Ah, fondest, blindest, weakest, I am He Whom thou seekest! Thou dravest love from thee, who dravest Me." TO A SNOWFLAKE WHAT heart could have thought you? Past our devisal (O filigree petal !) From what Paradisal Who hammered you, wrought you, "God was my shaper. Passing surmisal, He hammered, He wrought me, From curled silver vapour, To lust of His mind: Thou couldst not have thought me! So purely, so palely, Tinily, surely, Lo, all things fly thee, for thou fliest Mightily, frailly, "And human love needs human meriting: How hast thou merited Of all man's clotted clay the dingiest clot? Alack, thou knowest not How little worthy of any love thou art! Whom wilt thou find to love ignoble thee Save Me, save only Me? Insculped and embossed, With His hammer of wind, And His graver of frost." She passed the salley gardens with little snow-white feet. She bid me take love easy, as the leaves grow on the tree; All which I took from thee I did but take, But I, being young and foolish, with her Not for thy harms, would not agree. Till, when the low sun drank Of lambs on the downland farms: A blackbird whistled sweet; And I, alone, agaze, Stood waiting for the thorn |