ACCUSE me not, beseech thee, that I wear Too calm and sad a face in front of thine; For we two look two ways, and cannot shine With the same sunlight on our brow and hair. On me thou lookest with no doubting care, As on a bee shut in a crystalline;
Since sorrow hath shut me safe in love's divine, And to spread wing and fly in the outer air Were most impossible failure, if I strove To fail so. But I look on thee-on thee- Beholding, besides love, the end of love, Hearing oblivion beyond memory;
As one who sits and gazes from above, Over the rivers to the bitter sea.
AND yet, because thou overcomest so, Because thou art more noble and like a king, Thou canst prevail against my fears and fling Thy purple round me, till my heart shall grow Too close against thine heart henceforth to know How it shook when alone. Why, conquering May prove as lordly and complete a thing In lifting upward, as in crushing low! And as a vanquished soldier yields his sword. To one who lifts him from the bloody earth, Even so, Belovèd, I at last record, Here ends my strife. If thou invite me forth, I rise above abasement at the word. Make thy love larger to enlarge my worth.
My poet, thou canst touch on all the notes God set between His After and Before, And strike up and strike off the general roar Of the rushing worlds a melody that floats In a serene air purely. Antidotes
Of medicated music, answering for
Mankind's forlornest uses, thou canst pour From thence into their ears. God's will devotes Thine to such ends, and mine to wait on thine. How, Dearest, wilt thou have me for most use? A hope, to sing by gladly? or a fine
Sad memory, with thy songs to interfuse?
A shade, in which to sing-of palm or pine? A grave, on which to rest from singing? Choose.
I NEVER gave a lock of hair away
To a man, Dearest, except this to thee, Which now upon my fingers thoughtfully, I ring out to the full brown length and say "Take it." My day of youth went yesterday: My hair no longer bounds to my foot's glee, Nor plant I it from rose or myrtle-tree, As girls do, any more; it only may
Now shade on two pale cheeks the mark of tears, Taught drooping from the head that hangs aside. Through sorrow's trick. I thought the funeral-shears Would take this first, but love is justified,- Take it thou, finding pure, from all those years, The kiss my mother left here when she died.
THE Soul's Rialto hath its merchandise; I barter curl for curl upon that mart, And from my poet's forehead to my heart Receive this lock which outweighs argosies,- As purply black, as erst to Pindar's eyes The dim purpureal tresses gloomed athwart The nine white Muse-brows. For this counterpart, The bay-crown's shade, Belovèd, I surmise, Still lingers on thy curl, it is so black! Thus, with a fillet of smooth-kissing breath, I tie the shadows safe from gliding back, And lay the gift where nothing hindereth; (P) HC XLI
Here on my heart, as on thy brow, to lack No natural heat till mine grows cold in death.
BELOVED, My Beloved, when I think
That thou wast in the world a year ago, What time I sat alone here in the snow And saw no footprint, heard the silence sink No moment at thy voice, but, link by link, Went counting all my chains as if that so They never could fall off at any blow
Struck by thy possible hand,-why, thus I drink Of life's great cup of wonder! Wonderful, Never to feel thee thrill the day or night With personal act or speech,-nor ever cull Some prescience of thee with the blossoms white Thou sawest growing! Atheists are as dull, Who cannot guess God's presence out of sight.
SAY over again, and yet once over again,
That thou dost love me. Though the word repeated Should seem a cuckoo-song," as thou dost treat it, Remember, never to the hill or plain,
Valley and wood, without her cuckoo-strain
Comes the fresh Spring in all her green completed. Beloved, I, amid the darkness greeted
By a doubtful spirit-voice, in that doubt's pain
Cry, "Speak once more-thou lovest!" Who can fear
Too many stars, though each in heaven shall roll,
Too many flowers, though each shall crown the year?
Say thou dost love me, love me, love me-toll
The silver iterance!-only minding, Dear,
To love me also in silence with thy soul.
WHEN Our two souls stand up erect and strong, Face to face, silent, drawing nigh and nigher,
Until the lengthening wings break into fire At either curvèd point,-what bitter wrong Can the earth do to us, that we should not long Be here contented? Think. In mounting higher, The angels would press on us and aspire, To drop some golden orb of perfect song Into our deep, dear silence. Let us stay Rather on earth, Beloved,-where the unfit Contrarious moods of men recoil away And isolate pure spirits, and permit
A place to stand and love in for a day, With darkness and the death-hour rounding it.
Is it indeed so? If I lay here dead,
Wouldst thou miss any life in losing mine? And would the sun for thee more coldly shine Because of grave-damps falling round my head? I marvelled, my Beloved, when I read Thy thought so in the letter. I am thine- But... so much to thee? Can I pour thy wine While my hands tremble? Then my soul, instead Of dreams of death, resumes life's lower range. Then, love me, Love! look on me-breathe on me! As brighter ladies do not count it strange, For love, to give up acres and degree,
I yield the grave for thy sake, and exchange My near sweet view of Heaven, for earth with thee!
LET the world's sharpness, like a clasping knife, Shut in upon itself and do no harm
In this close hand of Love, now soft and warm, And let us hear no sound of human strife After the click of the shutting. Life to life- I lean upon thee, Dear, without alarm, And feel as safe as guarded by a charm Against the stab of worldlings, who if rife
Are weak to injure. Very whitely still The lilies of our lives may reassure
Their blossoms from their roots, accessible Alone to heavenly dews that drop not fewer, Growing straight, out of man's reach, on the hill. God only, who made us rich, can make us poor.
A HEAVY heart, Beloved, have I borne From year to year until I saw thy face, And sorrow after sorrow took the place Of all those natural joys as lightly worn
As the stringed pearls, each lifted in its turn
By a beating heart at dance-time. Hopes apace
Were changed to long despairs, till God's own grace
Could scarcely lift above the world forlorn
My heavy heart. Then thou didst bid me bring And let it drop adown thy calmly great Deep being! Fast it sinketh, as a thing Which its own nature doth precipitate, While thine doth close above it, mediating Betwixt the stars and the unaccomplished fate.
I LIVED with visions for my company
Instead of men and women, years ago,
And found them gentle mates, nor thought to know A sweeter music than they played to me.
But soon their trailing purple was not free
Of this world's dust, their lutes did silent grow, And I myself grew faint and blind below
Their vanishing eyes. Then THOU didst come—to be, Beloved, what they seemed. Their shining fronts, Their songs, their splendors (better, yet the same, As river-water hallowed into fonts),
Met in thee, and from out thee overcame My soul with satisfaction of all wants:
Because God's gifts put man's best dreams to shame.
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