And am I now upbraided as the cause
Of thy transgressing? not enough severe,
It seems, in thy restraint! What could I more?
I warned thee, I admonished thee, foretold The danger, and the lurking enemy
That lay in wait; beyond this had been force, And force upon free will hath here no place. But confidence then bore thee on, secure Either to meet no danger, or to find Matter of glorious trial; and perhaps I also erred in overmuch admiring What seemed in thee so perfect that I thought No evil durst attempt thee. But I rue That error now, which is become my crime, And thou the accuser. Thus it shall befall Him who, to worth in women overtrusting, Lets her will rule: restraint she will not brook; And, left to herself, if evil thence ensue, She first his weak indulgence will accuse.' Thus they in mutual accusation spent
The fruitless hours, but neither self-condemning; And of their vain contest appeared no end.
WHEN I consider how my light is spent,
Ere half my days, in this dark world and wide,
And that one talent which is death to hide
Lodged with me useless, though my soul more bent To serve therewith my Maker, and present My true account, lest He returning chide, 'Doth God exact day-labour, light denied?' I fondly ask. But Patience, to prevent That murmur, soon replies, 'God doth not need
Either man's work, or his own gifts.
Bear his mild yoke, they serve him best.
Is kingly thousands at his bidding speed
And post o'er land and ocean without rest; They also serve who only stand and wait.'
II. PARADISE LOST, BOOK III
HAIL, holy Light, offspring of Heaven first-born! Or of the Eternal co-eternal beam
May I express thee unblamed? since God is light, And never but in unapproached light Dwelt in eternity-dwelt then in thee, Bright effluence of bright essence increate. Or hear'st thou rather pure Ethereal stream, Whose fountain who shall tell? Before the Sun, Before the Heavens, thou wert, and at the voice Of God, as with a mantle, didst invest The rising World of waters dark and deep, Won from the void and formless Infinite! Thee I revisit now with bolder wing,
Escaped the Stygian Pool,' though long detained In that obscure sojourn, while in my flight
Through utter and through middle Darkness borne, With other notes than to the Orphean lyre
I sung of Chaos and eternal Night,
Taught by the Heavenly Muse to venture down The dark descent, and up to re-ascend, Though hard and rare. Thee I revisit safe, And feel thy sovran vital lamp; but thou Revisit'st not these eyes, that roll in vain To find thy piercing ray, and find no dawn;
So thick a drop serene hath quenched their orbs,
1 Styx was the river of the lower world.
2 The disease which caused Milton's blindness was called 'Gutta serena'.
Or dim suffusion veiled. Yet not the more Cease I to wander where the Muses haunt Clear spring, or shady grove, or sunny hill, Smit with the love of sacred song; but chief Thee, Sion, and the flowery brooks beneath, That wash thy hallowed feet, and warbling flow, Nightly I visit: nor sometimes forget Those other two equalled with me in fate, So were I equalled with them in renown, Blind Thamyris' and blind Maeonides", And Tiresias and Phineus', prophets old: Then feed on thoughts that voluntary move Harmonious numbers; as the wakeful bird Sings darkling, and, in shadiest covert hid, Tunes her nocturnal note. Thus with the year Seasons return; but not to me returns Day or the sweet approach of even or morn, Or sight of vernal bloom, or summer's rose, Or flocks, or herds, or human face divine; But clouds instead, and ever-during dark Surrounds me, from the cheerful ways of men Cut off, and for the book of knowledge fair Presented with a universal blank
Of Nature's works, to me expunged and rased, And wisdom at one entrance quite shut out. So much the rather thou, Celestial Light, Shine inward, and the mind through all her powers Irradiate; there plant eyes; all mist from thence Purge and disperse, that I may see and tell Of things invisible to mortal sight.
1 A blind Thracian poet: see Propert. ii. 22. 19.
2 Homer was said to have been born in Maeonia (sc. Lydia). The blind prophet of Thebes. Ovid, Met. iii. 323.
A blind prophet-king of Thrace. Ovid, Met. vii. 3.
O loss of sight, of thee I most complain!
Blind among enemies! O worse than chains, Dungeon or beggary, or decrepit age!
Light, the prime work of God, to me is extinct,
And all her various objects of delight
Annulled, which might in part my grief have eased. Inferior to the vilest now become
Of man or worm, the vilest now excel me: They creep, yet see; I, dark in light, exposed To daily fraud, contempt, abuse, and wrong, Within doors or without, still as a fool, In power of others, never in my own— Scarce half I seem to live, dead more than half. O dark, dark, dark, amid the blaze of noon, Irrecoverably dark, total eclipse
Without all hope of day!
O first-created beam, and thou great Word, 'Let there be light, and light was over all,'
Why am I thus bereaved thy prime decree? The Sun to me is dark
And silent as the Moon,
When she deserts the night,
Hid in her vacant interlunar cave.
Since light so necessary is to life,
And almost life itself; if it be true
That light is in the soul,
She all in every part, why was the sight
To such a tender ball as the eye confined,
So obvious and so easy to be quenched,
And not, as feeling, through all parts diffused. That she might look at will through every pore?
Then had I not been thus exiled from light; As in the land of darkness, yet in light To live a life half dead, a living death, And buried; but, O yet more miserable! Myself my sepulchre, a moving grave; Buried, yet not exempt
By privilege of death and burial
From worst of other evils, pains, and wrongs; But made hereby obnoxious more
To all the miseries of life,
Life in captivity
Among inhuman foes.
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